Who else has zero energy?

[StrangeAndDeath]

I no longer have energy to pursue any goals. 2 years ago, I was still suicidal but I was religious so I had a bit more delusional motivation. That motivation helped me to write the national university admission exam. I came out among the top 0.1%. but I still didn't enjoy the success. Fast forward two years, because of covid and lecturer strikes, I'm still in the first year semester.

But I have changed a lot. I'm no longer Christian or interested in staying alive any longer. I'm just tired. And now, exams are coming closer and I cannot will myself to read. I scrape the bottom of my guts to find the guts to even attend class, when I bother to attend at all.

Undoubtedly, there are people here who find it difficult to do things like me and they, like me, are not disabled. I just want to hear you

 

[jodes2]

I found a rare burst of energy about a week ago. It's still going so wish me luck

 

[FuneralCry]

I've never really had any energy for existing. I've never wished to be here at all, and I see it as being an useless, terrible burden being trapped in this existence. Everything is incredibly tiring to me. When life itself is the problem, which it is for me, the only solution is death. Of course I just wish to pass away peacefully and return to the nothingness where I was at before I was born.

 

[ShanaRei]

I get about a few hours in the morning or afternoon where I have enough energy to actually do things, and by mid afternoon that's usually zapped. It's been this way about two years now. I feel like a robot going through the motions most days.

 

[actual_fox]

I have no energy since 2 years. I remember I could move mountains, do shit, go to gym work and study. I was also making some nice money that I can now only dream of. I do no want to brag just say that shit used to look better for me materially. But I got depressed because of overworking myself- quite possibly I was overworked many years prior since I had to study a lot and high expectations and all that.

 

[Spiritual survivor]

Stimulants is how I deal with that problem. But I microdose not heavy doses. Otherwise u can't go to sleep.

 

[Andro • Ανδρομέδα]

I often don't have energy to leave the house. The world is overwhelming, but I also suffer by being alone all the time and just sinking more and more into nothing.

 

[Ineedtodie]

I lost all energy and motivation this past month and so. Only death will free me from this cruelty.

 

[Insomniac]

I drink an inhuman amount of coffee and xanax to get things done.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I only sleep and eat

 

[☆AwaitingEntropy☆]

I have no energy for life. At first I thought it was due to depression, but now I realize I just don't have the motivation to do anything, regardless of my emotional state. It all feels like so much work.

 

[StrangeAndDeath]

I have no energy for life. At first I thought it was due to depression, but now I realize I just don't have the motivation to do anything, regardless of my emotional state. It all feels like so much work.

Exactly! I need to go. The only alternative is more pain and disappointment. I keep thinking of going to the woods to ctb but the woods around me are rainforest swamps. I would have to go further inland but I detest travelling and don't have much money

I lost all energy and motivation this past month and so. Only death will free me from this cruelty.

I feel you man

I didn't think mh problems could become physically crippling. I'm so tired and worn out from the insomnia, depression, fatigue, anxiety, hypervigilance, daily panic attacks and emotional flashbacks, it has gotten to a point where I'm just mentally and physically drained of energy despite avoidance coping.

There isn't really a way to deal with insomnia because doctors avoid prescribing sleeping pills as they're addictive, the OTC pills aren't strong enough and can't be used long term, and drinking coffee for energy worsens anxiety.

I'm really sorry to hear that.

 

[Insomniac]

I only sleep and eat

admit that eating feels like a chore too

 

[StrangeAndDeath]

admit that eating feels like a chore too

As it does for me. Although, we have to understand that it's not the same for everyone. Eating just became a chore for me last week

 

[eldiablo666]

No energy here. I'm absolutely just a shell of a dead person. No motivation because I know evil is the ultimate form of "winning" and I will never let myself become evil. I'd rather die to succumb to the greatest human emotion there is; Fear.

 

[lachrymost]

So little energy. Sometimes I'll drink a good cup of coffee and get a couple things done, but of course they just have to be done again later. I try so hard and continually lose so much. Each fresh blow demonstrates that trying is so often what sabotages my life further. If only I could sleep my remaining decades away and never have to bother with anything again.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I've just come to the end of a 6 month project that was really full on. Work from home, so the place is in such a mess. First of all, I was tired, so I forgave myself for being so lethargic. Now though, it's just dragging on. I'm going to see my parents in a couple of weeks (been nearly 3 years since seeing them) and after that, I really need to find another job. Feel like I need to have the place in reasonable order by then. Honestly, all of it lying ahead just looks so dreadful. It's kind of hard to motivate yourself to do anything when your primary wish is to kill yourself.

 

[StrangeAndDeath]

I've just come to the end of a 6 month project that was really full on. Work from home, so the place is in such a mess. First of all, I was tired, so I forgave myself for being so lethargic. Now though, it's just dragging on. I'm going to see my parents in a couple of weeks (been nearly 3 years since seeing them) and after that, I really need to find another job. Feel like I need to have the place in reasonable order by then. Honestly, all of it lying ahead just looks so dreadful. It's kind of hard to motivate yourself to do anything when your primary wish is to kill yourself.

Yes, exactly. I have a project too... It's a long story but I just want to go

 

[Insomniac]

Although, we have to understand that it's not the same for everyone.

do you feel like it's necessary to mention that "it's not the case for everyone"? could there be people who are retarded enough to make that conclusion from my statement?

Fucking tired of the "it's the not the case for everyone" people.

Yes. Yes we know.

 

[Domimi]

Yea been struggling with insane apathy this entire year. Everything feels forced and unnatural. Just to write a simple line like this I have to make a conscious effort, it's not like what it used to be, words used to come and flow spontaneously. I'm pretty sure that cognitive decline is hitting me hard also. Simply don't feel human anymore. Don't care about my parents, my sister or anyone else. Feels like a fucking NPC with no emotions, no personality, no tastes, no drive, nothing. The only thing that's left is the need to take care of this useless body.

 

[Sad_Sack]

I have zero energy. Eyes burn all the time like I've been up for days. I can't even play with the dog anymore. Thirty seconds of playing and my heart is beating like I've run a marathon and I can't breath. No mental energy either. I'm running on fumes.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

In the morning a few hours of energy. That's it.

 

[BlackWednesday]

Eveerything except eating, sleeping watching tv and playing video games feels like a massive effort. I'm putting too much stuff off and it's going to catch up with me

 

[bdtbath]

I just want to sleep all day tbh. I don't even have a desire to do dumb shit like play video games.

 

[tyasma]

I drink an inhuman amount of coffee and xanax to get things done.

How well does it work?

 

[toasterbath]

Yea been struggling with insane apathy this entire year. Everything feels forced and unnatural. Just to write a simple line like this I have to make a conscious effort, it's not like what it used to be, words used to come and flow spontaneously. I'm pretty sure that cognitive decline is hitting me hard also. Simply don't feel human anymore. Don't care about my parents, my sister or anyone else. Feels like a fucking NPC with no emotions, no personality, no tastes, no drive, nothing. The only thing that's left is the need to take care of this useless body.

You worded this perfectly. This is exactly what I been through this year too. I'm barely even functioning anymore and just losing myself more and more everyday. Just constantly declining and doing the bare minimum to get by.

 

[StrangeAndDeath]

do you feel like it's necessary to mention that "it's not the case for everyone"? could there be people who are retarded enough to make that conclusion from my statement?

Fucking tired of the "it's the not the case for everyone" people.

Yes. Yes we know.

You told fadeaway to admit that eating was a chore. I'm saying don't project our problems onto others

 

[IntelligentLeg]

It's hard to function daily. I have to be awake and up bc I'm a sahm mom. I fkd up and had a baby at 32. I'll be 33 next month. All I want to do is sleep or be alone. Having to constantly be awake and deal with a little human is just making me want to ctb sooner.

 

[ryo the frog]

chronic procrastinator, and i fucking hate it.

 

[Insomniac]

How well does it work?

It works very well. I can work 8 hours/day but I'm probably fucking my body up.