Who do you want to attend your funeral?

[LostLily]

Family and close friends. Since my parents don't know who most of my friends are, I have to put their contact info in my goodbye note to my parents. But because I mostly message my friends through messengers, I have to ask them for their contact info without arousing suspicions.

 

[TapeMachine]

I genuinely doubt anyone would attend my funeral. I ghosted everyone 2 years ago when I decided I wanted to research and accurately execute my..execution.
After having cut ties with absolutely everyone I knew back in 2023, my mom was the only person who still made attempts to reach out to me, but that has now ceased as well. Nobody realizes I'm even alive right now, except for the boyfriend with whom I share a home.

If my brother had not died 2 years ago right as I was preparing for my own suicide, I'd have carried out my plans. But I saw the grief his death caused, and I was consumed with guilt and sympathy about inevitably causing even more suffering for my mom and dad.

My deceased brother was about to turn 40 years old the month following his death but never made it. He died at 39. I just turned 40, which means I'm now older than my older brother, for the first time ever. It feels so fucking wrong.

I don't want a funeral anyway. I just want to slip out quietly.

 

[Languish]

I would like to attend my own funeral, just to experience it and see what is said about me/how people react.

 

[HelloDarkness25]

I want no funeral, no obituary, nothing. Please cremate my body and scatter the ashes in some peaceful nature spot and go on with your life without skipping a beat - I'll put something to this effect in my note

 

[LigottiIsRight]

I'd like to not have a funeral, but this probably won't be the case.

 

[onmywaytothebusstop]

An advantage of being lonely is not having to care about others when you have to ctb.
I'd rather just dissapear from existence with no one ever finding out.

 

[MercenariesofMidgar]

I don't deserve a funeral... but if I was forced to, my dad wouldn't be allowed to come at all

 

[blood-orange]

In an ideal world, nobody. Then there's nobody to feel sad about it and i won't feel guilty before i do it

 

[Valhala]

I'm absolutely not interested in such a thing, I hope my body won't even find it.

 

[cantThinkOfName]

No-one. I don't want a funeral. I couldn't be given basic respect in life because I'm trans I won't be given it in death. I don't want photos of me, I don't want a grave or a box of ashes or anything. If I could pull a chainsaw man and delete me as a concept from human memory that would be great.

 

[VoidAetherium]

Noone and I had make sure on my suicide letter this and (if someone of my npc family decide to read of course) that i don't even want that fake priests and their sick preaches stand around with their false corrupted laments of energy on my grave!

 

[hereornot]

Ninguém.