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EmptyManForever
My wings were cut and now I can fly no more!
- Oct 3, 2020
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My parents and psychiatrists ( who gave me tons of strong psych drugs without my consent )
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This.I am glad that you were able to get over it, that is amazing that you managed to heal from ptsd when you had so much trauma.
Some of us will never be able to until there are better treatments, but it isn't a matter of feeling sorry for oneself, for a lot of us we have tried our best and there was no relief.
I can accept it happened but it won't make the dehabilitating flashbacks and panic attacks go away, I don't think a lot people's physical responses to trauma can be controlled by mental fortitude. But that's just my experience with ptsd. If it cant be overcome, it is not the victim's fault. Similar to what painoflife said, it is often involuntary.
5 the potent antibiotic Levaquin destroyed my health causing severe neuropathy and tendon damage and central nervous system dysfunction.
I'm really sorry to hear that, especially after only one pill. who would have ever thought an antibiotic could do such widespread damage! So sorry for your suffering! I hope you are improving. I took 20 pills love is poison. I just recently bought my nembutal as it is just unbelievably brutal to get through each day.I feel you. I had a similar experience only after one pill of the same class of drugs. It sucks living like this.
I can't put into words how truly dumb we humans are. We spend 100% of our times eating the trail of crumbs, that the top 1% has lain out for us, pretend we have chosen the life that has happened to us. And then you look around for a moment, and we're all living the same identical train wreck. Only that some of us have hit rock bottom sooner than the others have.It pains me to read all this, I think us humans are a disaster and don't know shit. We are here, alive but really walking blindly thinking we have control when clearly we have not because of the many interactions between ppl and the objects of the physical world. Those who have good happy lives are just lucky to have been born to good nature and nurture and then just good luck navigating the physical world, they had the resources mentally and genetically to overcome obstacles and be winners. Clearly we are not in that club or we wouldn't be here.