Neverfeltdeader
Can you hear me drift away?
- Dec 12, 2021
- 132
I'm tired of feeling alone and tired of living with this "secret." The secret being that I'm actively suicidal and intend to end my life. I hate the fact that there isn't a single person in my life that I could talk to about my suicidal feelings without them getting upset. I can't even tell my therapist because she'll send me to inpatient treatment. The last time I told someone I was suicidal they sent me to the ER which was honestly a traumatic experience. At least there's this community which I'm pretty grateful for. It's comforting to know that there are many other people out there wanting to ctb.
