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albino_elk

albino_elk

im infj with bpd=dysfunctional trash
Aug 25, 2020
233
Yeah, I've been having that problem lately actually. But I think it'll help me to just do it.
I was thinking the same about lsd combined with weed and here i am writing this
 
Busdriver

Busdriver

Mage
Feb 11, 2020
513
I ride daytime and nighttime, because of insomnia :ehh:
 
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albino_elk

albino_elk

im infj with bpd=dysfunctional trash
Aug 25, 2020
233
No,my SI is my hero. I need a hero killer
I mean i had a rope on my neck but eh
 
Deathbydemo

Deathbydemo

Mage
Feb 15, 2020
518
No,my SI is my hero. I need a hero killer
I mean i had a rope on my neck but eh
Survival instinct is a bitch. For so long, that was keeping me alive. Now... nah. There is no SI anymore. Only happy, peaceful thoughts of death.
 
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Marauder

why keep existing when you´re no living?
Sep 9, 2020
97
At midnight
 
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albino_elk

albino_elk

im infj with bpd=dysfunctional trash
Aug 25, 2020
233
I wish i could kms today but i still have hope for one thing and tomorrow i will fugure things out, i'm hoping that it fails and no SI voice anymore lol
 
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Okami

Student
Mar 16, 2018
124
Ideally, I'm weirdly a morning person and would prefer to go at around 8-10 AM. That's when I'm at my "happiest" and calmest. My depression usually gets worse the more dark it is outside, and I don't want to leave feeling incredibly sad. I'd rather feel at peace, if at all possible.
 
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Silenos

Silenos

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Jul 25, 2020
1,057
That's when I'm at my "happiest" and calmest.
That's actually something I hadn't even considered yet. By that logic I should probably aim for something between 7 and 11pm myself, after sunset at least.
 
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Adamsnolife

Adamsnolife

Specialist
May 5, 2020
395
I don't mind what time I ctb providing that the attempt is successful.
 
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grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
1,110
Morning (8-9 AM). My father will go to work so I am alone for about 7 hours. This is the only time I am sure I won't be disturbed when I get on my bus.
 
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Metalhead

Metalhead

Born slippy
Sep 21, 2020
214
Survival instinct is a bitch. For so long, that was keeping me alive. Now... nah. There is no SI anymore. Only happy, peaceful thoughts of death.
How did you manage to reduce your SI ? , by subjecting yourself to situations it appeared or ? Feel free to DM/chat me
 
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Deathbydemo

Deathbydemo

Mage
Feb 15, 2020
518
How did you manage to reduce your SI or reduce it ? , by subjecting yourself to situations it appeared or ? Feel free to DM/chat me
No, what I mean is simply I am 100% that I'm going to do it so SI simply doesn't feel like a factor that could hold me back anymore. I don't have any fear or any doubts whatsoever. Does that make sense?
 
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Metalhead

Metalhead

Born slippy
Sep 21, 2020
214
No, what I mean is simply I am 100% that I'm going to do it so SI simply doesn't feel like a factor that could hold me back anymore. I don't have any fear or any doubts whatsoever. Does that make sense?
Yes it does, just don't underestimate how strong the body's SI can be, just from my own experience but please don't judge me for that.
 

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