albino_elk
im infj with bpd=dysfunctional trash
- Aug 25, 2020
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I was thinking the same about lsd combined with weed and here i am writing thisYeah, I've been having that problem lately actually. But I think it'll help me to just do it.
I was thinking the same about lsd combined with weed and here i am writing thisYeah, I've been having that problem lately actually. But I think it'll help me to just do it.
Did you actually try though?I was thinking the same about lsd combined with weed and here i am writing this
Survival instinct is a bitch. For so long, that was keeping me alive. Now... nah. There is no SI anymore. Only happy, peaceful thoughts of death.No,my SI is my hero. I need a hero killer
I mean i had a rope on my neck but eh
That's actually something I hadn't even considered yet. By that logic I should probably aim for something between 7 and 11pm myself, after sunset at least.That's when I'm at my "happiest" and calmest.
How did you manage to reduce your SI ? , by subjecting yourself to situations it appeared or ? Feel free to DM/chat meSurvival instinct is a bitch. For so long, that was keeping me alive. Now... nah. There is no SI anymore. Only happy, peaceful thoughts of death.
No, what I mean is simply I am 100% that I'm going to do it so SI simply doesn't feel like a factor that could hold me back anymore. I don't have any fear or any doubts whatsoever. Does that make sense?How did you manage to reduce your SI or reduce it ? , by subjecting yourself to situations it appeared or ? Feel free to DM/chat me
Yes it does, just don't underestimate how strong the body's SI can be, just from my own experience but please don't judge me for that.No, what I mean is simply I am 100% that I'm going to do it so SI simply doesn't feel like a factor that could hold me back anymore. I don't have any fear or any doubts whatsoever. Does that make sense?