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whenwillthepainstop

whenwillthepainstop

Student
Aug 5, 2025
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Sometimes I want to be comforted in the sense of being discouraged from suicide but sometimes I don't want that, and I am always conflicted so I just want general comfort and I wanted to start a vent thread but not sure if it belongs here or in recovery. I don't always want to recover but I don't always want to get worse either. I just want to be comforted sometimes.
 
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rekt

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Jul 31, 2025
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I guess you could just make a vent thread. I wish someone was there to comfort you IRL.
 
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ChainedCrow

ChainedCrow

The crow of hopelessness and despair
Jun 21, 2025
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I would keep vent threads on suicide section. U can also create one vent thread where u would put all your vents like some users have done instead of creating new ones everytime u want to vent.
I saw that u want to recover so good luck with that and much love 🤗
 
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Daphne

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Jul 23, 2025
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(((hug)))
 
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huifu

always sleepy
Sep 22, 2023
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I have a vent thread in the private suicide discussion. I enjoy receiving messages there. I never feel like they're encouraging me to live or CTB; they're simply there, telling me their stories and sharing knowledge and experiences that might be helpful. It touches my heart. I feel less lonely, and just that is enough to make me want to keep moving on.
I think it would be a good idea for you to also make a venting thread, so you can notice patterns in your thoughts, behavior, and the things that trigger or upset you—kind of like a journal. Writing can be helpful for self-descovery, sometimes other people can notice things that you overlooked :)
 
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whenwillthepainstop

Student
Aug 5, 2025
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I guess you could just make a vent thread. I wish someone was there to comfort you IRL.
Aww me too. My bf can comfort me when we hangout but we don't live together yet so we only see each other once a week and I don't want him to associate it with sadness and honestly I don't really want to tell people I know irl about my pain these days so I just pretend to be happy.
(((hug)))
Aww
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I think recovery might be better if you want to be dissuaded from suicide. As other people have suggested though, the 'private' part of this page may also be good. I think more though, it's how you set the tone in your post. So, you can request that you actually want more support not to suicide.
 
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bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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I would make a vent thread in private suicide discussion. Since it can't be viewed by lurkers as they don't have access , you can share more personal stuff as well if you want.
 
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