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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,029
@KillingPain267

I miss you...i hope you are fine

🫂🫂🫂🫂

Where is he?

Thanks
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
1,213

post here to get in touch with mods
 
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Nightingale93

Nightingale93

Member
Jan 13, 2026
59
I wish I was missed even this much >.>
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,833
I wish I was missed even this much >.>

You may start to be if you're here longer. They have over 2,000 posts here.

I have wondered about them also OP. It's kind of more horrible when members just disappear and we're not sure why.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,029

Postez ici pour contacter les modérateurs.
Ok thanks i try
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,029
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,029
@KillingPain267 ???
 
absolute failure

absolute failure

Experienced
Jan 19, 2026
218
They havent been online for 6 months, either they quit the forum or they ctb
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

How my day starts ↑
Nov 26, 2025
507
That user has said multiple times in their past posts that they want to isolate completely. So it's possible they are alive but don't want to reach out. Maybe they've left the site, or maybe they still visit but don't want to communicate with anyone.

Wish them well but try to set your mind at ease and be at peace OP.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,029
Ok i understand. But this member ask sometimes news of me and postes in my threads.
 
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