Carrer
Severe Long COVID / ME
- Mar 29, 2026
- 20
Ordered and paid July 30 via HB. Have not received a tracking number yet. Just followed up yesterday.
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I'm in indescribable pain too. Benzo induced neurological dysfunction. Absolute torture and agony 24 7. Begging for terminal illness everyday so I can apply for MAID. There definitely is a fate worse than death.He's a hero. He's providing a way to end suffering when our own governments have made it illegal.
That being said, I am in a different situation than most in my late 30s, bedridden and in constant pain from severe Long COVID, for which there will not be a cure for a decade. I have already lived a great life and am about ready to go.
Most of ya'll seem like depressed kids and probably shouldn't rope :)
Thanks for updating usOrdered and paid July 30 via HB. Have not received a tracking number yet. Just followed up yesterday.
It's on his WhatsApp number description!this is killing me
i had DSL but im still stuck trying to figure out HB and the other one too, MIC i think?? is that still up? they go so fast idk.
These SN sellers always act like the goddamn riddler. "Go to the waffles house a 529 Main Street in Albuquerque New Mexico and order an orange juice and nothing else. The glass you will be given will have a string of numbers engraved at the bottom. These are coordinated to a spot in the Sahara desert where you can find the website address written in the sand"So it's HB now? Let the cryptic clues begin.
oh my god thank uIt's on his WhatsApp number description!
I see the prices have gone upIt's on his WhatsApp number description!
UK is where he seems to have had the most trouble with the authorities, so it's understandable that he'd be more hesitant with UK customersUgh i dont trust him hes very wierd about people ordering from him that are from the UK but i might order from him if someone gets their order but ideally i would just go for DH sn or b&m sn
wow im just seeing this article, thank you for sharing, im only 19 and ive made my decision, it feels like im hindering other people and giving ctb a bad rep by deciding to do this, ive got family and friends who love and support me, a uni course im on, but just no passion or love for life which allows me to stick around, ive been doing different types of therapy since the age of 12, and im not allowed to do any more bc im considered too "high risk" due to my ideation, and as ive deteriorated, ive been rejected from mental health services for being "too complex", its a shame bc ive really tried, but i just cant carry on like this, its masochistic to do so, but i cant help but feel like my decision leads to even more safeguarding and "taking away" the already basically non existent ability for others to have a peaceful deathAnd on queue:
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"This forum gets pleasure and financial gain from killing British children" - another article about SaSu...
"Suicide forum linked to 130 deaths still accessible in UK despite ban The media regulator claimed last month it could take no further action against the site, which has 170,000 posts encouraging suicide, because it supposedly blocked UK access. But an investigation by Metro and the Ripple...sanctioned-suicide.net
Anything sent by him before he turned into HB is held at customs in the US. :/ it happened with my order that I did with him before he was HB.UK is where he seems to have had the most trouble with the authorities, so it's understandable that he'd be more hesitant with UK customers
I am also waiting on a response. Telegram says he was last online august 12th, not sure if anyone has gotten a response on WhatsAppFollowed up again about shipping, he has not read either message I have sent (one check).
Recommend everyone hold off on purchasing until we get word.
Ive been lurking to try and find a source forever and I swear I can never find a way to contact... so I do get the ask but Im also not trying to have this get sussed out again lolCan't wait for the dozens of new posts for HB sauce.
Same here, please please <3Would anyone mind DMing me his WhatsApp?
where'd you contact him? i've tried through telegram but he hasn't even read my message TwTI asked him for a tracking number update and he said
"Good afternoon.
Each item is now carefully camouflaged by our courier.
Once all work is completed, we will ship your order and provide you with a tracking number."
Id suggest you make a separate post about it.NO ONE ORDER FROM HIM.
We got scammed. He has not been online in telegram or replied to either of my follow-up messages.