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Carrer

Carrer

Severe Long COVID / ME
Mar 29, 2026
20
Ordered and paid July 30 via HB. Have not received a tracking number yet. Just followed up yesterday.
 
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Live_Life55

Live_Life55

Student
Jul 16, 2026
138
He's a hero. He's providing a way to end suffering when our own governments have made it illegal.

That being said, I am in a different situation than most in my late 30s, bedridden and in constant pain from severe Long COVID, for which there will not be a cure for a decade. I have already lived a great life and am about ready to go.

Most of ya'll seem like depressed kids and probably shouldn't rope :)
I'm in indescribable pain too. Benzo induced neurological dysfunction. Absolute torture and agony 24 7. Begging for terminal illness everyday so I can apply for MAID. There definitely is a fate worse than death.
 
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aunaltravita

maybe in the next life
Jul 22, 2026
77
Ordered and paid July 30 via HB. Have not received a tracking number yet. Just followed up yesterday.
Thanks for updating us
 
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waveAdream

waveAdream

Member
Mar 27, 2026
25
this is killing me 😭

i had DSL but im still stuck trying to figure out HB and the other one too, MIC i think?? is that still up? they go so fast idk.
It's on his WhatsApp number description!
 
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AgathaChristieLover

AgathaChristieLover

Student
Jul 16, 2026
125
So it's HB now? Let the cryptic clues begin.
These SN sellers always act like the goddamn riddler. "Go to the waffles house a 529 Main Street in Albuquerque New Mexico and order an orange juice and nothing else. The glass you will be given will have a string of numbers engraved at the bottom. These are coordinated to a spot in the Sahara desert where you can find the website address written in the sand"
 
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RinneOfAragon

RinneOfAragon

Specialist
Jan 2, 2025
301
No offence to HB but why is he so slow. its absolute torture. HB if you read this , we appreciate you please honour your word šŸ™.
 
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Dubito

Experienced
Nov 5, 2022
241
Any hints how to find HB? Thx a Lot.
 
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Carrer

Carrer

Severe Long COVID / ME
Mar 29, 2026
20
I asked him for a tracking number update and he said

"Good afternoon.
Each item is now carefully camouflaged by our courier.
Once all work is completed, we will ship your order and provide you with a tracking number."
 
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buriedinmyhead

buriedinmyhead

If pain can purify the heart, mine will be pure
Mar 24, 2026
222
Ugh i dont trust him hes very wierd about people ordering from him that are from the UK but i might order from him if someone gets their order but ideally i would just go for DH sn or b&m sn
UK is where he seems to have had the most trouble with the authorities, so it's understandable that he'd be more hesitant with UK customers
 
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h4ppyhypoxia

h4ppyhypoxia

Student
Aug 8, 2026
143
And on queue:
wow im just seeing this article, thank you for sharing, im only 19 and ive made my decision, it feels like im hindering other people and giving ctb a bad rep by deciding to do this, ive got family and friends who love and support me, a uni course im on, but just no passion or love for life which allows me to stick around, ive been doing different types of therapy since the age of 12, and im not allowed to do any more bc im considered too "high risk" due to my ideation, and as ive deteriorated, ive been rejected from mental health services for being "too complex", its a shame bc ive really tried, but i just cant carry on like this, its masochistic to do so, but i cant help but feel like my decision leads to even more safeguarding and "taking away" the already basically non existent ability for others to have a peaceful death
 
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Xiaojiu

Xiaojiu

cease to exist äøå¤å­˜åœØ
Mar 28, 2025
693
UK is where he seems to have had the most trouble with the authorities, so it's understandable that he'd be more hesitant with UK customers
Anything sent by him before he turned into HB is held at customs in the US. :/ it happened with my order that I did with him before he was HB.
 
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rosegarden123

Member
Jul 17, 2026
16
Pls can someone dm me if they know abt hb? (I live in Netherlands/Sweden)
 
Carrer

Carrer

Severe Long COVID / ME
Mar 29, 2026
20
Followed up again about shipping, he has not read either message I have sent (one check).

Recommend everyone hold off on purchasing until we get word.
 
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yabadabadooo

wander the world
Mar 3, 2026
7
Followed up again about shipping, he has not read either message I have sent (one check).

Recommend everyone hold off on purchasing until we get word.
I am also waiting on a response. Telegram says he was last online august 12th, not sure if anyone has gotten a response on WhatsApp
 
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Carrer

Severe Long COVID / ME
Mar 29, 2026
20
Would anyone mind DMing me his WhatsApp?
 
it.only.gets.worse

it.only.gets.worse

Member
Jun 15, 2022
29
Can't wait for the dozens of new posts for HB sauce.
Ive been lurking to try and find a source forever and I swear I can never find a way to contact... so I do get the ask but Im also not trying to have this get sussed out again lol
Would anyone mind DMing me his WhatsApp?
Same here, please please <3
 
3FailedAttemptss

3FailedAttemptss

trans girl (ļ½€ćƒ»Ļ‰ćƒ»Ā“)
Jan 22, 2025
366
I asked him for a tracking number update and he said

"Good afternoon.
Each item is now carefully camouflaged by our courier.
Once all work is completed, we will ship your order and provide you with a tracking number."
where'd you contact him? i've tried through telegram but he hasn't even read my message TwT
 
Carrer

Carrer

Severe Long COVID / ME
Mar 29, 2026
20
NO ONE ORDER FROM HIM.

We got scammed. He has not been online in telegram or replied to either of my follow-up messages.
 
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