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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
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Sometimes I would go for walks on the foot path and see many cars driving past and heavy vehicles. I always wish someone would just drive right into me and end my worthless life

Do you guys have similar thoughts?
 
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davidtorez

davidtorez

Warlock
Mar 8, 2024
772
Me too. I wish I would die instantly I a car accident . Quick painless non existence would be totally bliss .
 
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DeIetedUser4739

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Apr 21, 2024
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I'm actually scared of getting hit by a vehicle, it's one reason I avoid walking on main roads because the speed limits only 60km around where I live and they'll most likely just injure you badly. I'd really cbf trying to recover from something like that.

But yeah, I do wish something random would kill me.
 
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pulleditnearlyoff

Experienced
Apr 26, 2024
241
Yes, all the time. Also when I'm in a car I hope we'd have an accident. I think about death almost every minute.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,192
I envy those who die painlessly and instantly in accidents, they are so fortunate to me. However what I'd fear is that happening and just leading to way worse suffering instead of death, I find it disturbing how one can potentially suffer so much in this hellish existence yet not die.
 
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river

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Nov 7, 2023
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every single day. would be such an easy way to go out, painless and all.
 
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annxietty

annxietty

“Is there no way out of the mind?”
Mar 27, 2023
181
oh god yes, everyday when I cross a street I think "another day Im not hit by a car huh" its a 1 second thought but it happens always lol
 
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Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
2,001
I have many thoughts like that. Also at the train station.
 
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AnonThinker

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May 7, 2024
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In order to go to the town where my dad lives there's 2 options. Go over the mountain or go through the tunnel. I always go through the tunnel, even if it costs me R50. There is just too much risk of going over the mountain road and then driving myself off the mountain because it would be easy. But I can't do that to my mom. So I take the tunnel.
 
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LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
Absolutely, as long as they killed me.
Though that would sort of take away the only agency I have in ending my own suffering and rejecting the hand I was dealt..it would eliminate my concern for possible failure and some sort of investigation or documentation into my manner of death which would obliterate any remaining dignity of privacy I have. Car accidents are self-explanatory and wouldn't involve much further poking around (unless you're the driver of course).
 
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