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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
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It's difficult to narrow down a specific point as it's been a gradual process that get's worse and worse with time. Maybe when my parents divorced when I was barely starting elementary school.
 
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andy69

Experienced
May 23, 2019
292
When I turned forty. I lost a job and had my career derailed by a bunch horrible women. My friends abandoned me. My partner didn't care what I was going through.
 
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hunthunt

Member
Aug 26, 2019
85
Probably at 13 I noticed thar I was different, I hated school and actually started to feel.axiety episodes and depression.

But definitively I knew I was a complete disaster at 17, when I found out that I was unable to make friends, establish relations or be good on anything at all. Since then I have been just faking and lying everyone including myself. And im tired.
 
Lifetimepunishment

Lifetimepunishment

Member
Feb 18, 2019
55
Realized my family is disgustingly Disfuctional and I hated where I was born
 
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Fish Face

Student
Apr 19, 2019
117
When I was 12 or so I knew I did not want to live. 47 now and still don't but I have to keep alive for friend and family.
 
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Astral316

Astral316

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Aug 26, 2019
332
At 5th grade camp I was extremely pudgy and nobody invited me to socialize with them... I got a glimpse into my solitary future that week.
 
Ky204

Ky204

Member
Sep 3, 2019
97
My mom used to tell me that I've been a pessimist ever since she could remember, even from a very young age. I guess I saw the world for what it was early on.
 
marconk

marconk

Member
Aug 31, 2019
39
I've been struggling since I was 11 or so but I still had hope until recently, when I realised that life has a really dark sense of humour and a special talent to crush my dreams and make my nightmares come true.
 

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