Discussion When do you think you'll do it?

[dogemn]

When do you think you'll CTB?

 

[ScaredPossum]

After I graduate.. maybe.

 

[notthatclever]

I don't know yet. When I've attempted in the past it wasn't some set date. I just started. One day I'd had enough and went for it.

 

[littleswan18]

I've planned it for sometime in October. Possibly early November, I wanna dress up for Halloween one last time.
The weather in my city gets very shitty after October, so my method would become insanely difficult to complete when its -45c and its blizzarding. I would hope to do it on a chilly night though, something about that seems really peaceful.

 

[canidiealreadyy]

When do you think you'll CTB?

i think im set on august 8th or 9th. i dont think at this point anything will change my mind.

 

[bl33ding_heart]

I don't know for sure but I'm pretty certain I will anywhere between now and the next 3 years depending on my situation.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd be long gone if we existed in a world where dying painlessly isn't a crime, it's so horrific how we exist in this prison anti-suicide world where humans have made peaceful methods like Nembutal illegal.

I always suffer so much from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence that I just always saw as a mistake, to suffer in this existence will always be an abomination to me, all I want is to erase this terrible, cruel existence so it's like I never suffered at all, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings all for the sake of it.

 

[Spite]

When I'm ready.

 

[Die.A.Ria]

It really depends so im getting surgery in September i think and if it goes wrong because the surgery is extremely risky and unpredictable or i suddenly cant get it anymore for whatever reason i will do it this year maybe like December or November but if it does go well i will still CTB Because of what ive been through but after a few years so i can finally enjoy life without the condition for a while

I already got my surgery cancelled (8july) because the surgeon wants to be extra careful and made me wait until September

 

[Tyra]

After I graduate.. maybe.

I have the same plan. Out of curiosity when do you graduate?

 

[pk@2001]

Before the end of this year

 

[burninghill]

Before I start my third year of uni, or at least before the end of this year.

 

[Salhalla]

Before February

 

[ScaredPossum]

I have the same plan. Out of curiosity when do you graduate?

Next spring, but if I get into my art's program it might be an extra year. Hbu?

 

[Tyra]

Next spring, but if I get into my art's program it might be an extra year. Hbu?

Also next spring. Good luck on getting into your art program.

 

[ScaredPossum]

Also next spring. Good luck on getting into your art program.

Thanks! What are u majoring in?

 

[Tyra]

Thanks! What are u majoring in?

Computer science. I don't like it, I kinda just picked it because I needed to pick something. Wbu?

 

[BirdWatcher]

In about two weeks probably, though the exact date depends on factors outside of my control. But I'll lose my apartment on September 30th, so that's the hard line I'll have to do it before. The one thing I wanted to achieve before CTB was publishing my dissertation and getting my phd, and I've done that about half a year ago.

 

[ScaredPossum]

Computer science. I don't like it, I kinda just picked it because I needed to pick something. Wbu?

Studio Arts, but I'm hoping I get to practice illustration hence the program

 

[lecheflanlvr]

I'm not really sure, I wanted to do it the next week after my birthday (somewhere in nov.) coz I wanted to celebrate it w/ my friends who have their birthday next to mine. However, I might do it after I graduate too, just to repay my family since they really want me to finish college and they've worked really hard for it. But honestly, I'm really at my limit and all thats keeping me alive is my fear and people's expectations.