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My borderline personality disorder is the reason why I want to kill myself
eternaldream
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- Oct 22, 2023
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Childhood trauma, depression, anxiety, feeling of the meaninglessness of existence, the impossibility of living the life I want, borderline personality disorderToo short and ugly and autistic to actually be loved and desired by a woman and have a family of my own. I lost all motivation once I realized it was never gonna happen. I feel jealous of most people now. I got bored of all the things I used to like. I only feel anything positive when I take drugs now.
I don't see the point in grinding money just to get someone who will only want me for that and secretly resent me because they know they could do better.
I have some childhood trauma too and I haven't had a lot of close friendships or people I trusted but not being able to get a girlfriend/wife bothers me far more.Similar threads
