Ideally I would like to just fall asleep using N. Since it's not available at this time, I have ordered SN from Amazon. However, I am scared to use this method-I dont want to feel any pain(yes, Im a big woos). I'm thinking to take a few few sleeping pills (Zolpidem)prior. I had to euthanize my soul cat back in March. The vet came to my house & did it with me holding him. He went within seconds of being injected. THAT is how I want to go.(No one holding me of course..hehe).
Sorry but I do not understand you.
You going to use a method unknown for you instead to use N.
I think you might wait to get your N.
N would be my first choice, but it's not available right now, as most of know. SN is my 2nd choice of CTB. So I ordered SN today -in case that becomes unavailable. Does this make sense?
Menschenfeind
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ideally N, but i cant get it. so im doing SN regimen plus a little benzo. still not sure about benzo amount or timing, but im erring on the safe side and going with not too much to avoid jeopardizing my attempt
SN sounds much more uncomfortable than painful, beggars cant be choosers
SN sounds much more uncomfortable than painful, beggars cant be choosers
FF777
Death is a natural part of life..
- Jul 21, 2019
- 60
h2s
Easy to get the compounds to create it (just go to a couple of different stores)..
Cheap
Effective
Quick
Probably not that painful, but you will be unconscious in a few breaths any way
Don't have to wait for any thing to ship to you if you can find stuff in the local stores
And, I don't know why, but h2s holds some kind of mysterious demented charm for me.. I think because of how deadly and freakishly toxic it is (so powerful in fact that it can end up accidentally killing other people that find you if you aren't careful).. It doesn't frick around, it just kills you before you even know it..
Easy to get the compounds to create it (just go to a couple of different stores)..
Cheap
Effective
Quick
Probably not that painful, but you will be unconscious in a few breaths any way
Don't have to wait for any thing to ship to you if you can find stuff in the local stores
And, I don't know why, but h2s holds some kind of mysterious demented charm for me.. I think because of how deadly and freakishly toxic it is (so powerful in fact that it can end up accidentally killing other people that find you if you aren't careful).. It doesn't frick around, it just kills you before you even know it..
GeorgeJL
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- Mar 7, 2019
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What is F?
Personally for me I would say Nembutal because it's the king of euthanasia drugs. And it's king of euthanasia drugs, because it's the most peaceful, most safe, reliable, and for others it's still accessible through A.
HGL91
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- Jul 2, 2019
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Lol the part about no one holding you made me chuckle. That'd be a weird sight!
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FF777
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Queer_Kenny
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- Mar 26, 2019
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If I wasn't bitten by bad timing, and no, it wasn't deliberate, I would have successfully hanged myself back in April. Even though I failed, it's still my method of choice.
Architect
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- Jul 6, 2019
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Hanging it's the only available method for me. Partial seems "comfortable" and "peaceful", but I think that, when my time will come, I'll go with full suspension.
Lyra
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- Jul 13, 2019
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SN. It seems relatively straightforward to do and a lot cheaper to get all the materials together. I feel more confident in being successful with this method.
Heroin, because it's common knowledge that I'm a regular coke user and it would just look like I'd 'graduated' onto the next thing and had a fatal accident. I also heard it's quite a peaceful way to go. I'd love fentanyl as it'd be easier to OD on but it's not really a thing in the UK that I know of
Alcor
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- Jun 16, 2019
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MG_39
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- Jul 5, 2019
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Exit bag with inert gas.
Why? N is not available and I'm scared of ending it with pain, all other peaceful alternatives is as risky as exit bag in my opinion.
But i'm certainly not happy with having to go out with something that's not 100%. The only 100% I can think of is either N or full suspension. I have no good place for full suspension and i'm VERY scared about the possibility of minutes of pain with that method.
Why? N is not available and I'm scared of ending it with pain, all other peaceful alternatives is as risky as exit bag in my opinion.
But i'm certainly not happy with having to go out with something that's not 100%. The only 100% I can think of is either N or full suspension. I have no good place for full suspension and i'm VERY scared about the possibility of minutes of pain with that method.
GeorgeJL
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- Mar 7, 2019
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No I am not planing on exiting life yet. I hope to live another 30 years. But if my health turns south I might have to exit life early.
FF777
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GeorgeJL
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Not really because medicine is going to improve a lot and make life living longer and healthier much easier. If I live another 30 years I'll only be 67. I could make it another 50 years and make it 87 which actually isn't that old. Some say we could live to be over 100 easily with the coming technological advances.30 more years?!?dude that's like........a lot of years ngl
Yeah my goal here is to advise others, because I already know all of the peaceful methods. And how to get the stuff.
Lennox
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- Jul 21, 2019
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Carbon monoxide, because it's a "classic" method, and because there's detailed research showing how effective it is and how it all happens.
Curious!.
Two days ago you said me best method was cyanide, which is likely true................ Now N is the king.
Do you change your mind?.
I am a little confused.....
freemefrompain
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- Aug 5, 2019
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I'm still trynna decide, keep analysing all the method threads wish I wasn't such an overthinker :s
GeorgeJL
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- Mar 7, 2019
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I never said cyanide was king of euthanasia drugs. It's definitely the most effective though as in speed and reliability. But if I were to put everything into perspective N is still king. So no I didn't change my mind. They are both good for very specific things. But more people would find N to be better suited for their needs because it's very peaceful which is why it's king. Cyanide isn't like that. Cyanide can be very painful. But if you were a spy and needed to end your life then cyanide is better.
just watched a programme on it, seems easy to od on. Unsure of being able to inject it tho, looks hard
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