What's your main reason for wanting to CTB?

[Walilamdzi]

For me, it's just the level of chaos in my life and lost opportunities since I had a psychotic episode. I've had a fairly low mood for as long as I can remember, but don't see any way of climbing out of the metaphorical hole I'm currently in. What about you?

 

[F_ckthisplace]

Sick of doing the same soul crushing things everyday. Don't see any hope for the future. Can't accept who I am as a person

 

[Kitsunefox]

Not being able to change the past or present

 

[Pentobartbital]

PSSD, cognitive decline and various other adverse drug reactions derived from protracted antidepressant withdrawal.

The cure was far worse than the disease!

 

[deathplease]

I want to reunite with my baby boy in heaven.

 

[voool]

I want to reunite with my baby boy in heaven.

When did you lose your kid? I lost mine in Dec

 

[silentsinger]

Sadness, pain and loneliness.

 

[Mort]

Well i fuck up my life just sat back and wasted my life. All i have now it no job lots the best friend I ever had . O and back living with my folks at thr agr of 45. All i see now ahead of me is pain from crippling arthritis and liver and kidney problems from the pain pills. So all i see a head of me now is pain and darkness and i know one really cares not even my folks. Dont blame them for them not caring bin a dissappointed to them most of my life . So thats me in a nutshell LOL want a joke i am HAHA

 

[sadsoul]

I have a few main reasons: depression, self-hate, loneliness, shyness, school and society/the world in general.

 

[ShadowOfTheDay]

I've got to get away from myself.

 

[Boonks]

Psychosis was the death of me.

 

[deathplease]

When did you lose your kid? I lost mine in Dec

November. I am so very sorry for your loss.

I've got to get away from myself.

THIS.

 

[lostangel]

cant control my emotions or deal with my everyday thoughts

 

[Nihil]

Threat of homelessness, having everything I've ever worked for getting sucked down into the toilet due to a previous relationship gone horribly wrong, being trans with fierce dysphoria and never being able to be my true self without being discriminated heavily against, unemployment, major depression, tired of having my dreams repeatedly crushed, tired of being a lie, and just tired of all the bad in this world.

 

[Queer_Kenny]

I can't exist in a world full of bigotry and hate.

 

[Volomori83]

Just want it to be over

 

[Cookiedough8956]

No future for me, and a huge disappointment to fam. (and the lack of respect and care is just ..wow)

 

[CoolGuy9]

Loneliness, being inferior and a constant feeling of emptiness and apathy.

 

[Sick Boy]

Depression,anxiety and fear

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Physical problems..

 

[Final Escape]

I had too many abortions and it left me scarred psychologically. I'm haunted by the shame, guilt, regrets. There's other issues besides this but this one seems to bother me the most. I feel like because of my difficulties in forming healthy relationships due to my childhood partly set me up for disaster. It's possible that being on adderall caused problems as well with increased impulsivity, self destructive behaviors are worse on the drug.

 

[off------------]

Burnout. At this point just existing is too great of a demand.

 

[Roadkill]

mainly financial problems and the possibility of becoming homeless..I am too old(57) to survive being homeless, death sounds like a better option

 

[wanttodie]

Depression ,anxiety sick of living and hate my life

 

[Jayxtri]

I couldn't be productive for myself and my family.

 

[Redt2go]

because I'm an ungrateful cunt

 

[21Neberg]

because I'm an ungrateful cunt

You're wrong on that one...

 

[Kyrok]

Too much pain to handle all that is on my shoulders

 

[Koal]

I don't like the way the world is. The world is cruel, the people are selfish and I feel like an outcast everywhere I go. This world really isn't my kind of place.

 

[406metallicblue]

Broken heart, existential loneliness, a clear view of the future.