All of them everything in life / existence and this evil world. i can't separate the supposedly good things or supposedely pleasurable or "important " things from the most extreme torture the most horrible things as they are both part of the same evil , you can't cherry pick "I'll just sit here eating and watching clickbait youtube videos and nothing bad will ever happen to me" yeah right. like if eating or youtube garbage is worth the most unbearable pain etc.
I want to die for many reasons.
To avoid or skip unbearable pain, extreme suffering, terrible problems , old age, work , chores, oppression ,diseases, .lies , scams , Injustice 1000 other horrible things
A lot of these reasons to want to die sim up on top of each other
Life is meaningless suffering
Life is an imposition, an evil prison, torture slavery . So is this world. I want to escape the layers of prisons the prison of this evil life and evil world
Many more reasons
I don't get it how humans can separate the supposedly enjoyable crap like watching youtube TV, watching nature, eating, from the most horrible things and most extreme torture . U can't cherry pick . They are both part of the same evil
I wouldn't want to live in this hell under any circumstances even if I had a so called average life
What i want is non-existence. What can be better than non-existence? to have no problems , no responsibilities , no chance of extreme pain, zero suffering, no chance of anything bad happening not having to do anything ever again and i'm just getting started on the benefits of non-existence forever. no unbearable pain , no getting old ,no worries no stress , no chance of extreme suffering. to me non-existence is the best thing by a trillion times better than anything because non-existence is everything life and this world isn't and this life and world are evil . i don't want any part of this evil life and evil prison world .
i'm just getting started but tired maybe i'll add to this post later.