What's your biggest regret and why?

[nozomu]

Mmh, I think my biggest regret was not saying to the girl I love my feelings.

Since I want to CTB, I don't want her to think that I CTBed because she said no. On the other hand, if she say yes I will still CTB so I don't want her to be sad about it.

I try to be the most altruist possible but it's really hard for my mental health I think haha.

And you OP ? What's your biggest regret ?

If you have regrets, it isn't time to go yet.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

If you have regrets, it isn't time to go yet.

Depends on whether the regrets can be palliated or not.

 

[Slow_Farewell]

Not putting more effort into CTB earlier. Would have saved a hell of a lot of pain.
Don't get me wrong, there are experiences im thankful that I had, but on the whole, nope.

 

[Lostone47]

Being unsuccessful at ctb when I was 22. Ugly way to go out but I worked somewhere I could electrocute myself really easily. Didn't do anything for some reason. Thought I had "shocked" myself into a better life cycle. Not the case.

 

[sserafim]

I'm not sure actually. I guess I have several regrets. My main regret is being born as I never wanted to exist in the first place. Existence has only caused harm to me. Another is not talking to my crush during high school, I only became internet friends/acquaintances with him after we graduated. I wish I had known him irl as well instead of just being his online friend. I wanted to be his friend because he seemed cool, I guess. Another regret is not going to the Middle East (Doha, Abu Dhabi, and Dubai) last year, I could have gone there on a trip but wasn't able to go. I wish I had because I love traveling and exploring new places. Another regret is not traveling more, I wish that I had gone to more places but it seems like I'm going to have to ctb soon.

 

[VoidedExistence]

leaving college

 

[sserafim]

leaving college

Like graduating? Personally I wish that I could've stayed in college forever

 

[InAgony]

Becoming anorexic which has left me with health problems I can't overcome.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I was going to say that I regret being born but I can't regret something that I didn't even get a say in. I regret not dying as early as possible and still being alive right now to suffer

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I think my biggest regret is how I've fumbled chances to get with various women I've felt attracted to. Some had no interest in me so I should have learned that sooner and gotten over it but others may have gone for me if I had just told them sooner but then again right now I'm struggling to get the words out right now to someone I currently like so maybe it's not that easy.

 

[Circles]

Becoming someone that I know my mom and grandparents are disappointed with regardless of how much my circumstances are my fault or not.

 

[VoidedExistence]

Like graduating? Personally I wish that I could've stayed in college forever

Nah, I left quite early because I wasn't doing so good, but only if I had held on for a little more, I had plans to live with my friend and being not alone would have been not so miserable and also held me accountable to do better. Maybe my life wouldn't have gotten so fucking shit like it is now.

 

[Leavesfromthevine]

I regret living this long. I've had chances to ctb before via firearm but never did because I didn't want to emotionally harm the people who owned the guns. It would've saved years of suffering though.