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I am struggling with anxiety alongside anoxeria and my mum gave me a hard time. My mum was giving me so much grief today evening.

She gave a long lecture about how she works long hours at work and how I am giving with her stress with my health problems. She went on to guilt me over it. I regret mentioning I am feeling sick.

My family always make me regret telling the truth. This is the same family that had the audacity to question why I didn't tell them I was struggling with an eating disorder that got me hospitalised earlier this year. My family have poor listening skills and quick to judge.

This is why I never report feeling sick. I can't win if I tell the truth I get into more trouble if I don't tell the truth i still get into more trouble. My family don't realise how much they actually push me away.

My familys messed up reasoning is relentlessly gave me a hard time is a form of love.
 
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