i have about 3 months left on this earth, i still can't fathom that

[xXSufferingXx]

it's like SI is kinda kicking in, just thinking about it.
but i know if i don't do it, i will regret it and just keep suffering.
with my luck, for about another fucking 50 years.
so no thanks.

i just gotta make it not so dramatic... just make the best of a bad situation.
i don't want it to be like in the movies when people commit suicide... with the sad background music...
the melancholic shit... i'm not gonna do it that way.

i mean obviously suicide is sad, but if that's the only solution to obtaining peace... then it is what it is

 

[Alexandra_]

I wish you good luck. I am also looking forward to KTB day

 

[white_car]

I don't want to be that guy, but... While I agree that the idea of being around for 50 more years in this sh*thole is unbearable, I think you shouldn't be so sure you won't be around in 30 days!

One of the most disgusting aspects of this CTB thing, is we believe most of the "work" is done once we've decided it's the right and only way to go... It is not. A significant part of the effort is still ahead of us. In actually doing it and succeeding.

I for one have a life that I consider to be a waking nightmare, and I know I must go NOW, but I'm still around making posts on SASU...

So yeah, I think guys like us should instead focus on finding the actual courage of seeing it through.