Discussion What's the cruelest/most hurtful thing someone has said to you thats triggered your suicidal intent?

[TengoK]

In some ways, I wish there was actually a particular *thing* that I could put my finger on, identify it and say "that was it, what was what tipped me over the edge".

But in truth, there hasn't been. Because I'm not spoken to anymore by anyone I formerly cared about. They barely pass so much as the time of day to me by whatever means - text, phone, email, and never speaking of course.

So the cruelest/most hurtful thing that has tipped me towards the edge has been ... nothing, absolutely nothing, just silence and disinterest.

 

[lv-gras]

don't know if this counts, but finding out after specifically told them i wanted space away from them, my parents contacting and bothering my friends. it made me come close to committing and is still a factor.

 

[Soon4me]

One time somebody insult my parents.They said :
"Your mother was a hamster, and your father smelt of elderberries."
If they insult me,i can try to defend myself.But they insult my parents.

I fart in their general direction.

 

[creatureoflight]

People have called me some very mean things and have even jeered at me openly in the street and laughed at me but that never want to make me kill myself.
I want to kill myself because of the way I am, not because of how others treat me (even though I have been treated very meanly in the past before, including getting 7k dollars stolen from me, being bullied in high school, being called ugly and being called a slut, and being openly laughed and jeered at in the in the street by 5 girls from my university for the way I looked (I'm actually not too ugly, more an average looking girl.)

 

[Richard]

There's nothing any loser on this planet can say to me that would make me want to commit suicide, because I know they're losers just like me with their own problems, so they need to put others down in order to feel good about themselves... I know this, because I was one such person and still am, but these aren't the people that destroyed my life... They helped, but sole credit doesn't go to them... Who runs the government? Who runs the world? That's the question people SHOULD be asking... They're the ones that ruined my life...

Hebrews 13:2 - "Be not forgetful to entertain strangers: for thereby some have entertained angels unawares."

 

[creatureoflight]

There's nothing any loser on this planet can say to me that would make me want to commit suicide, because I know they're losers just like me with their own problems, so they need to put others down in order to feel good about themselves... I know this, because I was one such person and still am, but these aren't the people that destroyed my life... They helped, but sole credit doesn't go to them... Who runs the government? Who runs the world? That's the question people SHOULD be asking... They're the ones that ruined my life...

Hebrews 13:2 - "Be not forgetful to entertain strangers: for thereby some have entertained angels unawares."

Totally agree-obviously I was never tortured or in a concentration camp or bullied every day, but so far nothing anyone has ever said or done to me has ever made me want to kill myself. Only my own mistake and my own nature

 

[Richard]

Ehh, I came close to the power that would change my life... I could of had a real good life. Beautiful home, family, body, ect. ect. I could of switched it all around, instead of being the pool ball on the pool table, I could have been the pool stick... We all have that power within to make this happen, but the only reason none of us achieve it, let alone not being aware to even having it is because of the ones who control this planet... The ones no one wants to talk about, because they're too scared or they'll end up looking crazy or stupid... Those are the ones that destroyed my life. Now, I buy Nembutal... and make things right. I tried everything, and with the power they (the ones who control this planet have) is a power none of us can really defeat... They may be at it forever... What they done to me, is possibly damning... They really threw me down into the bottom of the barrel, if not close... Most (if not all) that know... Don't matter, and those who don't know DO (If not some) matter...

 

[tearsinrain]

One time somebody insult my parents.They said :
"Your mother was a hamster, and your father smelt of elderberries."
If they insult me,i can try to defend myself.But they insult my parents.

I fart in their general direction.

Monty? Is that you Monty?

 

[Richard]

Monty? Is that you Monty?

Why the wink and tongue out emoji? I don't get why some people do that... And it's always a certain group of people that usually do... Funny, because they always seem like the ones with the least problems... or the least flaws, should I say?

 

[tearsinrain]

Why the wink and tongue out emoji? I don't get why some people do that... And it's always a certain group of people that usually do... Funny, because they always seem like the ones with the least problems... or the least flaws, should I say?

What the hell are you on about??????

Soon4me quoted a line(s) from the Monty Python movie, so I made a joke and linked to the clip with the line in it.

So fucking sue me for using a fucking emoji.

And I can't tell you how horrible (extremely, disgustingly horrible) your disgusting bit inferring that people like me "seem like the ones with the least problems".

Listen up, oh wise one, you have NO fucking clue........

 

[Richard]

Whoa, why so quick to jump the gun? I never said you were one of these people, I said 'usually' it's a certain group, those who hardly have any problems... I never said you were one of them. And you have no clue about my life either (definitely on some level, 'wise one')... Lol, what I go through in the real world is very similar to that you would see on the movie "Hellraiser" with Pinhead... ;) My life is no joke and hardly anyone (if anyone) would believe me if I told... Reason why I'm looking for a way out. I have doubts you're anywhere near the level of shit that I'm in... Trust me on that. I got problems no doctor or psychiatrist can help me with, maybe a witch-doctor... but they're all pussies too, all the ones that are 'permitted' to be a 'witch-doctor' anyways...

 

[Richard]

I'd rather have a run in with the Mexican Drug Cartel and getting flayed alive and surviving, instead of facing what I'm facing now... which I would probably get flayed alive anyways... I got a reason to die, a big one. THEY LIVE, WE SLEEP... And they're the reason for all our problems by the way...

 

[tearsinrain]

Please don't respond to any of my posts anymore. You have no clue......

 

[Richard]

I figured you were an alien human host... /sigh, either way though, you have no clue either... So shush.

 

[NoHope]

I know it probably sounds stupid but I was once literally told "Go fuck yourself, bitch" and "I hate you" by a guy who knew I had a huge crush on him. Ofc he rejected me. :(

 

[Jackblade]

Nothing can really hurt me because no one hate me so much that I do.

 

[fncat]

after the visit to the hospital where i was officially diagnosed with major depression, mum told on me to my aunt. broke fast together at my aunt's house, aunt pinned me down to the sofa & histerically cried "what happened to you?!", got such a awful panic attack, i stopped breathing at one pount. heard my mum in that one second of silence "look at her overreacting again, at this rate she won't be the one that jumps, it'll be me."

 

[LadySin]

It's not what they say at all. Its what they don't say to you, but say to someone else. It's not what they do. It's what they are supposed to do for you but do for one else. But doesn't it's not them. It's you. It's always been you.

 

[misunderst0od]

-After 7 years, didn't it ever bother you that I never asked to marry you?

 

[Someonetired]

Whenever I tell my mom I'm going to kill myself she says "just don't do it in my house" like all mad and mean... So I was thinking about slitting my throat from ear to ear on her bed.

This made me so mad god damn it how can ppl be that insensitive?!

 

[Fish Face]

That I lied about being assaulted sexually and physically, although I had proof of it, was given antibiotics from my GP for wounds on me. My parents blamed me although my mum was there with the GP. It needed a lot of antibiotics. My boyfriend accused me of lying, although he saw the wound himself and eventually split up with me about it. It was a big wound on my bottom. Months later still not healing.

 

[Andrea.B]

I'm scared of you and I cannot even stand near you.

 

[faust]

It is hard to knock me down with words, I have heard too much in my life...

 

[StillWaiting]

You are just not trying hard enough

 

[Intelligent Ape]

The cruelest/most hurtful thing isn't what people have said but is what some important people haven't said. "Love you".

 

[ComingClose]

'You're gonna die a lonely old woman' when my kids gave me the choice of them/my grandkids or my husband of 10 years. I thought it was an idle threat and they'd come around. Haven't seen them since. Two years later, still married but oh so lonely.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

So far? My father telling me my mother should have aborted me when he got her pregnant because he would have had a better life. Oh, I was 11 at the time.

 

[itsmeagain]

Two things. "I love you", and "I'm here for you."

Because, respectively...

They don't, and they weren't.

 

[ClaireBear31]

"Everyone would be so much better off if they didn't have to deal with you."

 

[Ghost2211]

"you're a toxic environment for the kids because you let them see you cry. They would be better off being raised by me and my parents"