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MethodWhat’s everyone’s methods
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Jumping. Lucky to live not too far from Beachy Head and Seven Sisters cliffs in England. Probably go with the ones without all the do-gooders about. I have a fear of heights but my fear of the future outweighs it.
Jumping. Lucky to live not too far from Beachy Head and Seven Sisters cliffs in England. Probably go with the ones without all the do-gooders about. I have a fear of heights but my fear of the future outweighs it.
Since its too risky for me to get SN now ( i missed the chance i think, to buy from an eBay seller unfortunately ), my method is drowning now.
I watched the music video of Mr.Probz-Waves(Robin Schulz Remix)which somehow made me want to drown too.
i will use some benzos, maybe some molly and a bottle of vodka to enjoy my last hours till i pass out and sink to the bottom,
still searching for a way to get the molly but im glad i found that video, somehow this plan is the only thing which gives me joy and a sense of control:)
SN for me. Had a bit of a trial run with it about a week ago during my daily drinking binge.
I took a small amount of it and thought that nothing was happening, nothing happened, nothing happened........ time for a long drink of milk straight from the milk jug. I made the 6 steps from my bedroom to the kitchen doorway and then crashed to the floor. Don't remember biting the dust but woke up to my My Mum who has set up camp for the lock down in my spare bedroom panicking and trying to wake me up.
Bruised right knee tells a tale of the effectiveness of SN.
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WinterFaust, pthnrdnojvsc and disabledandhopeless
Rule of thumb - dying is usually going to hurt. Or at the very least, it'll be uncomfortable.
SN will make you feel like your stomach is melting. But it'll work.
N is impossibly unreliable to obtain. But it'll work.
Opies and Benzos w/alcohol require MEGA-HEROIC doses. But if you've got doses that big, it'll work.
Firearm inside mouth, aimed toward the deep center of the brain. It's gruesome. You will be discovered by people who will invariably suffer PTSD from what you've done.
But it'll work.
Partial suspension is unreliable.
Night-Night is even more unreliable.
SO... Why not a little of each? That would be my method if it ever had to come to it.
Boatload of benzos, few sips of alcohol. Tape the night night to my neck. Get in the noose. Suspend til The End.
You posted a while ago, on suicide together ... Is that still an option ?
Does somebody want to die together ? Somewhere where it is warm ? In some forrest where nobody could find you ? With n ? Or maybe debreather ?
You posted a while ago, on suicide together ... Is that still an option ?
Does somebody want to die together ? Somewhere where it is warm ? In some forrest where nobody could find you ? With n ? Or maybe debreather ?
Hanging.
although I am looking into SN now bc I wasn't aware of this method before, I'm new to the site. I'm not sure how to get it yet though? I'm in the UK, I probably would've opted for shooting my self if I was in the US.
SN for me. Had a bit of a trial run with it about a week ago during my daily drinking binge.
I took a small amount of it and thought that nothing was happening, nothing happened, nothing happened........ time for a long drink of milk straight from the milk jug. I made the 6 steps from my bedroom to the kitchen doorway and then crashed to the floor. Don't remember biting the dust but woke up to my My Mum who has set up camp for the lock down in my spare bedroom panicking and trying to wake me up.
Bruised right knee tells a tale of the effectiveness of SN.
Not sure how much I took, might have been a couple of teaspoons. I was just experimenting, boy the faint took me by surprise. Big chicken when it comes to death....pik pik paaaaaaaak!
Have been trying to upload a pic that I took of my knee 10 minutes ago but am slightly too hammered to do so....stand by.....
Debreather, with SN as the back up. I plan to try out the mask and hopefully be comfortable with the mask first. If I am not comfortable/confident I will use my SN.
Partial suspension, considering getting tipsy beforehand. If I get drunk I might do it wrong, but if I am sober I am nervous I'll get too scared to do it. I mean, I'm intent on doing this. But I tend to get anxious, not do it, then the next day I want to depart even worse than before. Considering I'm at my lowest point in life to the point that theres no use in going on, I need to do it correctly. Doing it wrong can be devastating, leaving me with brain damage and my family with incredibly expensive medical bills for practically nothing. I understand my family will be hurt by me ctb, thats why I don't want to make it worse on them by it failing and having me wired up for the rest of my life. Maybe thats my anxiety talking, but oh well.
I would like to take the new source of N(D) through the security check at the airport after I had ordered it online. So I want to take it in a forrest in a different country, where I will be not found to soon. That brings time to my family. Is someone thinking, that I'm getting it through at the check-up if I put the liquid into a plastic bag, fold it and then wrap it up on my genital or into my hindquarters ? Ps.: Much appreciated a response.
I would like to take the new source of N(D) through the security check at the airport after I had ordered it online. So I want to take it in a forrest in a different country, where I will be not found to soon. That brings time to my family. Is someone thinking, that I'm getting it through at the check-up if I put the liquid into a plastic bag, fold it and then wrap it up on my genital or into my hindquarters ? Ps.: Much appreciated a response.
I would try to find somewhere remote in your own country, instead of putting yourself at risk of getting caught. But if that's what you really want to do, then you should put it in your rectum. But make sure that the bag won't open, even if you have to guerilla glue it shut.
I would try to find somewhere remote in your own country, instead of putting yourself at risk of getting caught. But if that's what you really want to do, then you should put it in your rectum. But make sure that the bag won't open, even if you have to guerilla glue it shut.
Thanks for the respond. So yeah, my dad did the same in forrest here in the country and they found him very quick. I mean thanks to dogs. (First I have to actually burn all my clothes I guess) ...
- Ps.: The dogs could also sniff out the N(D) at the airport, right ?
OnlyHalfaGiraffe
Only after the struggle is over will we find peace
The book "Suicide and Attempted Suicide" by Geo Stone is very informative on different methods. Personally, I'm either going for chlorine gas poisoning after passing out on sleeping pills or slicing through both wrists. Still can decide if I want a painless or a painful death, all I know is that I have to last long enough for my organs to still be viable.
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