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Fish Face

Student
Apr 19, 2019
117
Jumping. Lucky to live not too far from Beachy Head and Seven Sisters cliffs in England. Probably go with the ones without all the do-gooders about. I have a fear of heights but my fear of the future outweighs it.
 
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MissKatrina

Experienced
Apr 6, 2020
258
Jumping. Lucky to live not too far from Beachy Head and Seven Sisters cliffs in England. Probably go with the ones without all the do-gooders about. I have a fear of heights but my fear of the future outweighs it.

Slightly envious. It's a beautiful place and very reliable. Gonna wait for lockdown to end?
 
BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
I'm hoping for hanging because I'm too afraid of customs finding N or SN addressed to me and also rope is most easily accessible
 
_Minsk

_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
1,096
Since its too risky for me to get SN now ( i missed the chance i think, to buy from an eBay seller unfortunately ), my method is drowning now.
I watched the music video of Mr.Probz-Waves(Robin Schulz Remix) which somehow made me want to drown too.
i will use some benzos, maybe some molly and a bottle of vodka to enjoy my last hours till i pass out and sink to the bottom,
still searching for a way to get the molly but im glad i found that video, somehow this plan is the only thing which gives me joy and a sense of control:)
 
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Aonewayticketplease

Student
Jun 3, 2019
153
SN for me. Had a bit of a trial run with it about a week ago during my daily drinking binge.

I took a small amount of it and thought that nothing was happening, nothing happened, nothing happened........ time for a long drink of milk straight from the milk jug. I made the 6 steps from my bedroom to the kitchen doorway and then crashed to the floor. Don't remember biting the dust but woke up to my My Mum who has set up camp for the lock down in my spare bedroom panicking and trying to wake me up.

Bruised right knee tells a tale of the effectiveness of SN.
 
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FireFox

FireFox

Enlightened
Apr 8, 2020
1,551
Sleeping pills because i want to sleep forever and find easy . Nytol pills (UK drugs over the counter pills which can be brought in pharmacies

i currently use to sleep at night have been helpful. I plan to take a large overdose at some point
 
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90sAesthetics

90sAesthetics

Pornhub-verified schizo. My head is a DialUp Oasis
Jan 8, 2020
38
Anyone know of any tried and tested methods that work?
Rule of thumb - dying is usually going to hurt. Or at the very least, it'll be uncomfortable.

SN will make you feel like your stomach is melting. But it'll work.

N is impossibly unreliable to obtain. But it'll work.

Opies and Benzos w/alcohol require MEGA-HEROIC doses. But if you've got doses that big, it'll work.

Firearm inside mouth, aimed toward the deep center of the brain. It's gruesome. You will be discovered by people who will invariably suffer PTSD from what you've done.
But it'll work.

Partial suspension is unreliable.

Night-Night is even more unreliable.

SO... Why not a little of each? That would be my method if it ever had to come to it.
Boatload of benzos, few sips of alcohol. Tape the night night to my neck. Get in the noose. Suspend til The End.
 
gus.nixon

gus.nixon

and now we rise and we are everywhere
Apr 19, 2020
309
I'm going the way of drug overdose, specifically strong a potent opiate taken intravenously.
 
Michael1127

Michael1127

It‘s over ...
Apr 22, 2020
34
N as main, then SN or Amit as backup.
You posted a while ago, on suicide together ... Is that still an option ?
Does somebody want to die together ? Somewhere where it is warm ? In some forrest where nobody could find you ? With n ? Or maybe debreather ?
You posted a while ago, on suicide together ... Is that still an option ?
Does somebody want to die together ? Somewhere where it is warm ? In some forrest where nobody could find you ? With n ? Or maybe debreather ?
Ps.: In the end of the year, first of all I need to save some money for a flight ...
 
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Xunnsu

Xunnsu

Member
Apr 22, 2020
29
I wanted to slice my radial artery (you can find it by checking your pulse). But I recently learned about SN.
 
Serinaxo

Serinaxo

Member
Apr 21, 2020
30
Hanging.
although I am looking into SN now bc I wasn't aware of this method before, I'm new to the site. I'm not sure how to get it yet though? I'm in the UK, I probably would've opted for shooting my self if I was in the US.
 
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Canon1

Student
Dec 2, 2019
184
SN for me. Had a bit of a trial run with it about a week ago during my daily drinking binge.

I took a small amount of it and thought that nothing was happening, nothing happened, nothing happened........ time for a long drink of milk straight from the milk jug. I made the 6 steps from my bedroom to the kitchen doorway and then crashed to the floor. Don't remember biting the dust but woke up to my My Mum who has set up camp for the lock down in my spare bedroom panicking and trying to wake me up.

Bruised right knee tells a tale of the effectiveness of SN.

How much did you take? And why just this much and not a full dose?
 
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Aonewayticketplease

Student
Jun 3, 2019
153
How much did you take? And why just this much and not a full dose?
Not sure how much I took, might have been a couple of teaspoons. I was just experimenting, boy the faint took me by surprise. Big chicken when it comes to death....pik pik paaaaaaaak!

Have been trying to upload a pic that I took of my knee 10 minutes ago but am slightly too hammered to do so....stand by.....
How much did you take? And why just this much and not a full dose?
Picture of my knee earlier 1587676027140
 
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Finished

Finished

Didn’t ask to be brought in this world!!!!!!!
Apr 19, 2020
34
Charcoal will be my way
 
LMLN

LMLN

Paragon
Aug 10, 2019
929
Debreather, with SN as the back up. I plan to try out the mask and hopefully be comfortable with the mask first. If I am not comfortable/confident I will use my SN.
 
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8272019

Member
Apr 23, 2020
19
Partial suspension, considering getting tipsy beforehand. If I get drunk I might do it wrong, but if I am sober I am nervous I'll get too scared to do it. I mean, I'm intent on doing this. But I tend to get anxious, not do it, then the next day I want to depart even worse than before. Considering I'm at my lowest point in life to the point that theres no use in going on, I need to do it correctly. Doing it wrong can be devastating, leaving me with brain damage and my family with incredibly expensive medical bills for practically nothing. I understand my family will be hurt by me ctb, thats why I don't want to make it worse on them by it failing and having me wired up for the rest of my life. Maybe thats my anxiety talking, but oh well.
 
darkhorse256

darkhorse256

Student
Mar 10, 2020
112
It was supposed to be SN but then corona hit so I can't travel to a country where buying SN is legal. I guess it'll be jumping now. :/
 
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
1,440
1. Debreather
2. SN (backup)
3. Hanging (backup)
 
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Michael1127

Michael1127

It‘s over ...
Apr 22, 2020
34
I would like to take the new source of N(D) through the security check at the airport after I had ordered it online. So I want to take it in a forrest in a different country, where I will be not found to soon. That brings time to my family. Is someone thinking, that I'm getting it through at the check-up if I put the liquid into a plastic bag, fold it and then wrap it up on my genital or into my hindquarters ? Ps.: Much appreciated a response.
 
Xunnsu

Xunnsu

Member
Apr 22, 2020
29
I would like to take the new source of N(D) through the security check at the airport after I had ordered it online. So I want to take it in a forrest in a different country, where I will be not found to soon. That brings time to my family. Is someone thinking, that I'm getting it through at the check-up if I put the liquid into a plastic bag, fold it and then wrap it up on my genital or into my hindquarters ? Ps.: Much appreciated a response.

I would try to find somewhere remote in your own country, instead of putting yourself at risk of getting caught. But if that's what you really want to do, then you should put it in your rectum. But make sure that the bag won't open, even if you have to guerilla glue it shut.
 
Michael1127

Michael1127

It‘s over ...
Apr 22, 2020
34
I would try to find somewhere remote in your own country, instead of putting yourself at risk of getting caught. But if that's what you really want to do, then you should put it in your rectum. But make sure that the bag won't open, even if you have to guerilla glue it shut.
Thanks for the respond. So yeah, my dad did the same in forrest here in the country and they found him very quick. I mean thanks to dogs. (First I have to actually burn all my clothes I guess) ...
- Ps.: The dogs could also sniff out the N(D) at the airport, right ?
 
OnlyHalfaGiraffe

OnlyHalfaGiraffe

Only after the struggle is over will we find peace
Apr 13, 2020
22
The book "Suicide and Attempted Suicide" by Geo Stone is very informative on different methods. Personally, I'm either going for chlorine gas poisoning after passing out on sleeping pills or slicing through both wrists. Still can decide if I want a painless or a painful death, all I know is that I have to last long enough for my organs to still be viable.
 
Bct

Bct

Disqualified from Being Human
Apr 20, 2020
419
Most likely SN since it's the easiest to obtain in where I'm living
 
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