I'd like to think that we could have control over our everything after death, maybe it can be compared to becoming a god. I like the idea of being able to do all that you want, I'd be able to control all time and so if I wanted to have sex for what feels like 20 years when it could all just take up one day, I can do that. I'd be able to manipulate my body at will, be able to remove all mental illness from my brain, be able to never feel anything negative again. The feeling of constant and unending bliss could be with me and I'd be able to say that the feeling never becomes stale, perhaps a constant state of bliss that feels just as intensely great as the first second of experiencing it.
All the inconsistencies that could come along with my decisions could become realised if I so choose, and if it realistically only creates bad, I'd be able to manipulate that into feeling only positive and good. If there's a chance that something wouldn't make sense in my mind, I'd have the decision to make it make sense for me, but also for all the energy around me to have it make sense with no effort on my part. Everything could just feel right, and that could be made to be so without even a snap of my fingers, it just happens naturally because what ever things would be in control of the situation, if anything at all, would already know what would feel good for me. The illness of depression could be washed away from my world including all the knowledge and history of it, but I could also bring it all back if I so chose to, even if I already forgot what it was and have no recollection of every feeling it. It would all make sense because all inconsistencies would make sense.
Fuck Earthly consistencies and feelings, I can be as blissful as can be having the greatest and most romantic and love-filled sex with the most attractive person that would be most fitting for me and it could last forever and ever if I so wanted. If Heaven is valid, then mine is too, and my afterlife doesn't dictate entry by way of death, so I already have an open doorway inside and am more than willing to take it.