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cherrypitlover03

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I personally would love if they first gave me some Xanax and Oxycodone to chill me out, then some Ketamine to make me disassociate, then some fentayl and finally carfentanyl for an instant painless end. Hbu?
 
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EmptyBottle

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Apr 10, 2025
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This involves a bit of imagination (boofed fentanyl is a good substitute for the cliff imo)

Oooo, how about LSD for some cool hallucinations, and a tall, tall, clifftop for one to enjoy the trip with, and if one decides to CTB, just walk around, the hallucination might be strong enough to cause one to step into the void.
 
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Jello Biafra

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Whatever anesthetic drug they give you before surgery - it's so quick you don't even know it happened.

And then something to stop my heart while I'm out and have no chance to wake up.
 
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Apr 10, 2025
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Whatever anesthetic drug they give you before surgery - it's so quick you don't even know it happened.

And then something to stop my heart while I'm out and have no chance to wake up.
I personally would love if they first gave me some Xanax and Oxycodone to chill me out, then some Ketamine to make me disassociate, then some fentayl and finally carfentanyl for an instant painless end. Hbu?
Tbh, without supplementary oxygen, both fentanyl/oxycodone/Xanax/Ketamine (even without the carfentanyl), and surgical sleep drugs will probably be fatal. Tho the backups can come in handy in some cases.
 
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TBONTB

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May 31, 2025
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Whatever anesthetic drug they give you before surgery - it's so quick you don't even know it happened.

And then something to stop my heart while I'm out and have no chance to wake up.
Right, that is lovely
 
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DeletedUser123xyz

just a dream within a dream…
Aug 16, 2025
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Probably smoke a bunch of crack to feel happy one last time, then fentanyl to fucking die.
 
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Kitsuné_

Student
Sep 8, 2025
173
300 mgs of K for a final hole and when im hallucinating that im ded 😂 someone injects me whatever shit carfentanil grade (not necessarily so powerful, but just in case) I dont want to miss,😂
 
Liebestod

Liebestod

Suicide Enthusiast
Mar 15, 2025
546
Iso plus a gunshot to the head, easy peasy guaranteed lights out.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,506
Just anything peaceful and painless so finally I can be free from this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, to me existence truly is an abomination and I always suffer from how I cannot just have peaceful, guaranteed death as all I want is peace from all the suffering, I wish for a death like falling into an eternal sleep.
 

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