Discussion what would u do with your last day on earth?

[mouseteacup]

Read the books I own that I haven't finished yet, so I'll not be left wondering what was in them. Order some food I know I'll like without worrying about the costs. Take a bunch of my pain meds so it won't hurt so bad. Finish my note. I'll be fine if it's not perfect; I'll never know exactly what I want to say. Tell the people I really care about that I love them. Give a hug to the friends that I care about, if I can. Tell them how much I appreciate what they did in my life. Let them know that this is my choice, to go out the way I want. Tell them not to worry about me — this is what I want and it'd be cruel to deny it to me.

And I'd hold a pillow or the one stuffed animal that I own as I CTB. Just as a source of comfort, y'know? I want to be as comfortable and as peaceful as possible when I finally do it.

(Edit: I feel like this is more of a last week on earth thing, but those're my ideas.)

 

[Wyldfyre4948]

Get a pizza, watch some movies, cry uncontrollably, talk to ghosts, maybe send a few texts, and I might even take a hot bath.

 

[Lourenzo]

My wife and kids are going on a 3 day trip about 6 hours away. Told her I couldn't go with them, that I need some peace and quiet. As soon as they leave Ill write my note and barricade the door shut. Ill place the note on the front door with "DON'T COME IN, CALL THE POLICE", so my kids dont see me. I really dont have anything I want to do in particular, I'm just ready to get it over with. I'm sure she will try to call me the night they leave but I'll be long gone by then. We've been fighting alot lately so she'll just assume Im being an asshole and wont bother to rush back right away. She may have the neighbor check on me before they return but they will only find the letter on the door. Thats pretty much my plan for the day.

 

[love_peep]

hmm, quite interesting, considering that I have less than 40 hours left to live, and today is already the penultimate day. To be honest, I do not know what I'm going to do, but I think I'll sit, smoke and get high from music, and then, as if nothing had happened, I'll drink sn and goodbye

 

[uniqueusername39]

I would be with my partner and watch one of our old favorite cartoons together. Then eat our favorite food together. Just a normal lazy day until I wait for him to fall asleep.

 

[silent star]

Go for a walk then come home and clean up everything make things nice and tidy then after that I would just lay on my bed listening to music

 

[Orbitc]

spend money on good food. clean the flat. pet my cat. write my suicide notes. tell my girlfriend that i love her. talk to her. maybe walk around my neighborhood a little. listen to songs that are important to me. play some silly games. can't think of anything else, really.

Some people have so many good things in their lives, it's strange that you want ctb. My life is completely empty, I'm not interested in anything and I rare communicate with anyone. I do not deny that there are many wonderful things, but I have already completely lost the ability to enjoy anything due to constant frustration.

 

[gotomrg]

Some people have so many good things in their lives, it's strange that you want ctb. My life is completely empty, I'm not interested in anything and I rare communicate with anyone. I do not deny that there are many wonderful things, but I have already completely lost the ability to enjoy anything due to constant frustration.

they are just things, not necessarily good or bad. i love my girlfriend, but she is partly the reason why i want to ctb. same thing with food, lol. (i have an ed). though i still can enjoy some things im still deeply unhappy and can't remember myself feeling differently.

 

[Majestatea Masiva]

wait it out, or speed it out, maybe sleep it off, i literally do not care about what can be done on earth, I just want out already. I guess literally the answer if I had to think i die in 24 hours from now is buy vodka and drink it then go to sleep until the day is over

 

[natthebrat]

It will be the same as usual that day. I don't care about anything so no need to do anything special before I ctb. Maybe send a comforting text to my girlfriend and my best friend from HS to let them know I cared about them and that I made the best decision for myself but that's about it.

 

[Griffith_NPD]

Call my Love, and tell them how much I love them, and give them all I have, then depart.

 

[ZoloftSüchtig]

Id probably try to spend as much time with my mom as possible. I wanna hear her heartbeat again and feel her fingers brush through my hair. I wanna watch a movie with my sisters and maybe go skating at the skatepark one last time.

 

[Hollowman]

Piss it away like every other day.

 

[Spidsnoegenhat2]

Get a threesome with 2 prostitute. I want my blood clean from THC. I am about to stop now. It's easy. Don't wanna be stopping by the police, and give them a reason to take a blood sample. Maybe drink a couple of beer in the forest, before I hang my self.

 

[アホペンギン]

I'm going to eat an amazing dinner at a restaurant I've always wanted to go to. I'm going to get appetizers, salad, a main course, and dessert. I'm going to have a glass of wine. I'm going to enjoy that meal. Then, drive home, turn out the lights, sip on some beer, and pull the trigger.

I think I'll have fried calamari for my appetizer. I've been wanting that for a long time.

calamari is very good :) Its my favorite seafood.

 

[Spidsnoegenhat2]

nuke the place send it back 4 billion years

In one way it will be the best.

 

[アホペンギン]

I have already decided what i'm gonna do on my last day, that will be spent in a hotel, in preparation for what i'll do at night. A few days before i book my hotel stay, i'll still make contact with people so i'll probably just talk to some friends, maybe help some homeless people.. I don't know, i haven't decided on what i'll do when that time comes yet but i'll do whatever i feel like and i'll try to help people. Might not be accepted because my efforts are never taken into consideration but i'll do what i can.

 

[Spidsnoegenhat2]

I'm going to eat an amazing dinner at a restaurant I've always wanted to go to. I'm going to get appetizers, salad, a main course, and dessert. I'm going to have a glass of wine. I'm going to enjoy that meal. Then, drive home, turn out the lights, sip on some beer, and pull the trigger.

I think I'll have fried calamari for my appetizer. I've been wanting that for a long time.

It's wery interesting. I would probably get a steak. But you give me a idea now. I think I will try to get diarrhea before My cbt. My stomach is strong, I know it well an know how to get that, whiteout being sick. Maybe my last thing I do in this life, are shitting wery bad on this planet, hanging in the tree.

 

[Alltheywanted]

I would prolly cry and laugh all day. Mood swings is the only thing i can imagine tbh.
I don't wish to do anything particular in my last hours here. I just want to stop existing.

 

[dm1444]

I'd watch my all-time favorite movie, True Romance (directed by Tony Scott). Smoke a joint. Music : Miles Davis - Blue in green.

 

[FindingHome]

I don't know what I would do.

 

[KowakuNaiNeko]

Uber to a restaurant and have a nice meal (I abandoned my car and let my driver's license expire x.x)
Open my bottle of Polish krupnik (honey vodka) and take some bottle shots
Write a sign on my bedroom door that says something like "dead inside. Call the police to do a wellness check and enjoy a drink from my liquor cabinet."

Still debating what to do about a note to my parents.

 

[MidnightGloom]

I'd stay inside in my comfortable bed, block everybody I know, watch some videos online, and listen to music. Then I would probably erase all of my history and data, then write a note or something to ask them not to have a funeral and let them know how much I've hated everyone in my life.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Simply go over my plan and make sure everything is in order so there's no screw-ups.

 

[Orbitc]

Get a threesome with 2 prostitute. I want my blood clean from THC. I am about to stop now. It's easy. Don't wanna be stopping by the police, and give them a reason to take a blood sample. Maybe drink a couple of beer in the forest, before I hang my self.

I don't want to ruin your last day, but prostitutes have a wild hatred for every client - even the most generous and handsome clients. I know what I'm talking about - I've been working in this area for almost 19 years since I was 15 years old. Prostitutes sell hypocrisy)))

 

[esthe]

I'd probably go over to the sea and lie down there until the end, listening to the sound of waves with no one around

 

[sadpeach]

I'd spend my final day with my fiancé. He's the only thing I'd miss if I'm able.

 

[Hunter2005]

I would spend as much time in nature that's all I crave right now.

 

[Ruma]

Id spend the day fussing over my cats. And eating! The only things that make me happy at the moment.

 

[Spidsnoegenhat2]

I don't want to ruin your last day, but prostitutes have a wild hatred for every client - even the most generous and handsome clients. I know what I'm talking about - I've been working in this area for almost 19 years since I was 15 years old. Prostitutes sell hypocrisy)))

Yes, in a way, I feel a little bad about something like that. Humans can act, I know that. The few times I've done it, I've looked for people I imagine, maybe like their work. Despite the fact that I know deep down that I am naive. It's legal where I live. Some women do it because of the money. In some countries the don't have a choice. Maybe forced to do it. I feel really sorry fore those women. Have an acquaintance who is friends with someone who has sold her self. Not to just anyone, but yes he could tell that she has said that in the end it's not the coolest job, despite the money being good in this country. Would prefer to find someone who would have sex voluntarily, it is also much better when there is chemistry between 2 people. Will have to take your word into consideration.