stupidmonkey

stupidmonkey

suffering succotash
Jul 30, 2023
34
hi everyone. i believe my time is running short and i am wondering if anyone here knows what they would do with their last day? i'm not really looking for ideas i just want to know what others would do. unfortunately i live in landlocked midwest with no money and no family so my last day won't be any different than any other day.
 
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kindalone

kindalone

Student
Mar 1, 2023
197
I've thought about it but there's really not much I wanna do. I might know if I really get to that point. Currently, the only thing I wanna do on my last day is sleep until my end comes.
 
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Elle

Elle

Specialist
Jul 9, 2023
339
Ummm. I'd defo help a homeless person for sure!
 
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stupidmonkey

stupidmonkey

suffering succotash
Jul 30, 2023
34
Ummm. I'd defo help a homeless person for sure!
that makes me so happy to hear. i honestly wasn't even thinking about it like that at all, i was mostly thinking in terms of "would you see your family? would you do something crazy/illegal/thrilling? would you spend all your money? etc etc" but your brain went to helping other people on your last day and i love that. makes me rethink what i'll do
 
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Elle

Elle

Specialist
Jul 9, 2023
339
that makes me so happy to hear. i honestly wasn't even thinking about it like that at all, i was mostly thinking in terms of "would you see your family? would you do something crazy/illegal/thrilling? would you spend all your money? etc etc" but your brain went to helping other people on your last day and i love that. makes me rethink what i'll do
Sadly I don't have family! Mums passed away so I definitely help others :)
 
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stupidmonkey

stupidmonkey

suffering succotash
Jul 30, 2023
34
I've thought about it but there's really not much I wanna do. I might know if I really get to that point. Currently, the only thing I wanna do on my last day is sleep until my end comes.
i understand. unfortunately sleeping isn't an option for me as i have terrible night terrors most of the time
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,878
My last day would just be another meaningless and insignificant day, I see death as being the most normal thing as it's all we are destined for.
 
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stupidmonkey

stupidmonkey

suffering succotash
Jul 30, 2023
34
Sadly I don't have family! Mums passed away so I definitely help others :)
same love my moms gone and my dad is basically dead to me.
 
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stupidmonkey

stupidmonkey

suffering succotash
Jul 30, 2023
34
My last day would just be another meaningless and insignificant day, I see death as being the most normal thing as it's all we are destined for.
can i ask you something that may be personal? you don't have to answer if you don't wanna
 
beforeistoolate

beforeistoolate

Member
May 13, 2023
54
Focus and have everything set up and ready to CBT, there's no difference between the last day on earth or today.
 
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Death is my goal

Death is my goal

pathetic failure
Aug 25, 2022
506
nothing, i don't care about my last day in this shitty world
 
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Elle

Elle

Specialist
Jul 9, 2023
339
Forgot to add I'd come and give you a hug 🤗 and many others I care about!
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
4,720
nuke the place send it back 4 billion years
 
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StaticCryBabye

StaticCryBabye

Sorrowful Pixel
Apr 9, 2023
188
Go to my favorite place, lie there, and enjoy the night sky like I always do.
 
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Kerrtu

Kerrtu

Komeetta ♊︎
May 8, 2023
474
I'd like just one last day of swimming in the ocean, when the beaches have been deserted by tourists and I can see my boy Oso running along the shore as I swim.

One of the best memories I have of life -

being with Oso 🐾
 
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jbear824

jbear824

F*ck humanity. Let's end this.
Jul 4, 2023
409
Spend the whole day with my friends and partner. Spend all of my money. Eat all the food that's bad for you. Get super high. And just enjoy those last 24 hours.
 
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gotomrg

gotomrg

Member
Mar 10, 2023
58
spend money on good food. clean the flat. pet my cat. write my suicide notes. tell my girlfriend that i love her. talk to her. maybe walk around my neighborhood a little. listen to songs that are important to me. play some silly games. can't think of anything else, really.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,591
I wouldn't really know when my last day is, but if I did, I'd probably buy some pizza and ice cream
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,591
i do love pizza
Best pizza in my county is 15 minutes away, but eating pizza reminds me too much of my late girlfriend, so I haven't gone there once since she died 18 months ago--But on my final day, it would be an appropiate thing to do to go there
 
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John Ryder

John Ryder

"You're a smart kid...you'll figure it out."
Jul 7, 2023
334
I'd watch Rocky 5, the high water mark of that series, three times in a row. I'd take in every wrinkle of Stallone's well worn leather jacket, and savor every nuance and bizarre editing decision in the climactic street brawl. I'd play it loud. Consider this a cautionary tale. Don't be like me, kids!
 
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Stormy Raine

Stormy Raine

Quietly counting down the days, hours, minutes..
Apr 7, 2023
372
Every ctb attempt I get so happy at the thought I'm leaving. I usually do my method fast and lay in bed and wait
 
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abdelrahman

abdelrahman

Member
Jul 9, 2023
26
full day of escorts
 
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KarmicRain

KarmicRain

Member
Mar 27, 2023
62
It'd probably be the same as any other day. just listen to music, sleep, and distract myself until it ends.
Least I wouldn't have to worry about the days following anymore.
 
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NightshadeDreamer

NightshadeDreamer

Student
Apr 28, 2023
101
I believe I would be similar to a dying animal. I would hide in the safest, quiet space I know which is my room and not connect with anyone. I would listen to music, surrounded by my house plants. My little oasis to die in peace.
 
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CW36

CW36

➕〰️➰
Jul 23, 2023
839
I'd stuff my face full of Peking duck, drink champagne and gamble everything away at the hypodrome.
 
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AerialBoundaries

The Songs of Distant Earth.
Sep 18, 2022
432
Play some classic games, watch my favourite films growing up. Something I'd enjoy at least.
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
722
I'm going to eat an amazing dinner at a restaurant I've always wanted to go to. I'm going to get appetizers, salad, a main course, and dessert. I'm going to have a glass of wine. I'm going to enjoy that meal. Then, drive home, turn out the lights, sip on some beer, and pull the trigger.

I think I'll have fried calamari for my appetizer. I've been wanting that for a long time.
 
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