Discussion What would happen to you if you haven't or never found this website

[tooafraidtodiez]

Imagine yourself never finding SaSu or the method listed here what do you think'll happen?
For me it's drastic, i have disability and back pain along with difficulty interacting with people. It sounds bizzare, but my stare is weird due to a certain brain condition i have. Without knowing how to end it, i'll definitely be in a lot of pain and be in weird situations since people don't understand me. Sometimes i feel like my life is comparable to a horror movie.
But what about you guys, do you feel like finding SaSu is a life changing experience or just a small addition to your life?

 

[darksouls]

sasu is a life changing experience for me,
because people treated me like garbage my entire life

 

[DarkFriend.]

This place is incredible. It's a little bastion of light, in a cacophony of utter shit. Notwithstanding that, I don't think it would have changed anything much. Although it has definitelyyy got me in touch with my suicidal side?....... yeah let's go with that.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I simply would have kept looking for method information elsewhere. I had already read about SN and inert gas on other sites. I knew about the PPH. I would have kept going till I found out what I needed to know.

Ironically, Sasu helps me to stay alive while I wait for my Dad to go first. It provides me an outlet where I can be honest about how I feel without massively worrying my loved ones. Which is pointless because there's nothing they can do to help me.

It's a place I feel like our struggles are acknowledged- rather than being irritatedly dismissed with a bunch of useless platitudes. It makes me feel less alone in struggling and it provides me with distraction too. I engage equally with stuff going on in Off Topic. Sasu has been a hugely valuable crutch for me as I limp towards the finish line.

It also clarified what I had suspected before- that a lot of things like slashing wrists and overdosing on paracetamol are likely non methods and would likely only result in maiming, rather than killing me.

 

[Macedonian1987]

If i didnt find this website i would have hanged myself instead of using SN.

sasu is a life changing experience for me,
because people treated me like garbage my entire life

Same here. People treated my like garbage too my entire life. I met some wonderful people here, sadly most od them ctb in the last few months

 

[nitrogenous]

Probably keep on overdosing as a desperate measure to end my life until I found the knowledge and equipments to end my life using nitrogen asphyxiation… I don't think I would really get to know sodium nitrite…

 

[3rdworldsadness]

This is the only site where I can fully express myself without being judged and looked down. I'm grateful that a place/ site like this exists. I live with extremist mindset and abusive people who constantly makes me suicidal and knowing I'm not 'alone' makes me sad and both relieved in way I don't even know....I don't express myself in real life or anywhere else in the internet too. Only this amazing lovely place. I would be very sad that I couldn't find a way to express my situation or feelings as I have no friends either or nobody to rely on or knowing anything about methods too. Before I only knew about hanging and poison methods. Nothing detailed here on, information provided. So yes, I'm glad I found this site.

 

[ih34rty0u]

i would probably plan to hang instead of getting SN because i would never find out about it.
the rest would stay the same.

 

[erpelwatcher]

I was already searching and watching but I might have chosen a much messier method or a much more painful one cause iof the wrong techniqe