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daysfeel

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Oct 6, 2023
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On the last few days I think I'll stay in a hotel, just to get away and think. Have a nice steak dinner. Try to just relax. On the very day, I'll write out a note and buy the gas tank. Drive somewhere and start.
 
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catfriend

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meow!
Apr 3, 2025
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eat ALL my favorite foods (before fasting starts), and listen to a specially-prepared playlist of ALL my favorite songs. :)
 
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venomousSSërpent74

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Oct 19, 2023
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Just curious, what will you guys do on your last day? I would probably go take a night walk, eat my fav food (sushi burrito) and watch some of my fav television shows. I would like my last day just to be chill.
Go hang around the litter of puppies we have here if they are still here by than and my puppy and my moms dog,talk to my friends,and go get ice cream,by the time it gets close to my time to go I'll start playing my playlist specifically for kms and go die after sending and writing out notes cause I definitely probably have to make new ones but than I'll probably only send/give notes to certain people.
 
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Halfhourdays

Halfhourdays

"Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt."
Mar 14, 2025
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Reminiscing with photos of old friends. A fifth of whiskey. A nice walk alongside the ocean.

Maybe a trip to the Space Needle.
 
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Nov 25, 2024
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On the day itself, not much, maybe just focus to get it done, calmly, no rush. Because of the fasting, I think the day before is really the last day to do things. I'll soon be moving to a town closer to the coast, and I'd like to spend that day on the beach. Not thinking too much, enjoying the sun and sea, the feel of the sand under my feet as I go for a walk. I'm separated from my love and family by continents, so I'll be alone and if things are going the way I foresee, I will be at peace. I'll purchase some weed for a last smoke, and while high, have a last video call with my person. Not to say goodbye, just to make him laugh, see that smile, and hear his voice as we chat about silly things. I'll leave him with no doubt of my love for him, in this world and the next.
 

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