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Snowstorm99

Member
Sep 28, 2025
15
Hello there,

I will need some opinions on this method. My method will be the following:

Fast no food or drinks for at least 8 hours.
Then take 25mg-50mg of Xanax
Then take 800mg of oxycodone
Mix with a bit of water to get it down and then lay in my bed and chill.

Last time I took 240mg of oxycodone and 20mg of Xanax and ended up waking up in the icu. I don't remember anything from once I took it. I remember taking it at a friends house in the morning then walking home in the evening and then nothing again. Kinda crazy but very peaceful honestly. That's why that is my preferred way to go. Any advice will be appreciated. Do you think I have some sort of baseline developed for oxycodone now or not? I only took it that one time that was 3 months ago.

Thanks again!
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,837
Medication ODs are not recommended here as they are not reliable. You are more likely to get sick and love.
 
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hdead

Mage
Jun 2, 2026
532
Hello there,

I will need some opinions on this method. My method will be the following:

Fast no food or drinks for at least 8 hours.
Then take 25mg-50mg of Xanax
Then take 800mg of oxycodone
Mix with a bit of water to get it down and then lay in my bed and chill.

Last time I took 240mg of oxycodone and 20mg of Xanax and ended up waking up in the icu. I don't remember anything from once I took it. I remember taking it at a friends house in the morning then walking home in the evening and then nothing again. Kinda crazy but very peaceful honestly. That's why that is my preferred way to go. Any advice will be appreciated. Do you think I have some sort of baseline developed for oxycodone now or not? I only took it that one time that was 3 months ago.

Thanks again!
This could actually work, but there's risk and variability involved. While I tend to air on the side of caution - as @Forveleth states these are recommended against. This does not mean they cannot work. The thread that is linked over and over again, 'Why ODs Fail MIserably', contains a bunch of information about toxicity LD50 levels as tested in rat and mice. While it is scientifically sound information, it completely ignores the actual mechanism through which ODs tend to be lethal which has nothing to do with the toxicity of the drug. Rather, it has to do with how the drug affects the body. The mechanism of death by OD is mostly respiratory deperssion or asphyxiation, the latter being a little less pretty.

The risky thing here is that there's no way to know for absolute certain that you will stop breathing on this combination of medication, while there's a high likelihood you will there is still a chance you won't. So, please just be aware of the risk you are taking here. I have read stories on here where people had reduced breathing for over 10 hours on insane doses of strong opioids and they managed to pull through and survive, with concequences. You'll lose muscle, likely suffer brain damage, a prolonged hospital stay and a swift redirection to grippy socks jail.

I have read a lot on this subject, and if you're interested in attempting an OD I'd highly recommend you check out @purebliss ' thread on the 'Heath Ledger' method. Whlie it hasn't been proven to be a 100% effective (I don't think anyone has actually tried it), it does contain a bunch of interesting information. I have also read some books that were written by Dutch euthanasia doctors who suggest different types of medications to reliably OD on and it is stated in their book that you'd need 1000mg or more oxy (IR) to air on the side of succes. They also advise to combine it with a long-acting benzodiazepine, so that kind of stripes off alprazolam (Xanax) the list. I'd suggest swapping it out for a megadose of diazepam (valium). Also, because diazepam works more as a relaxant/sedative whereas alprazolam can have paradoxical effects at higher doses.

To be absolutely clear; I am recommending against your proposed method and the information provided above is not intended as encouragement rather as to inform you about the mechanisms (AFAIK, I am not a doctor) of different medications and references that I have read over time which have enlightened me on possibly more reliable combinations.
 
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purebliss

purebliss

"Just be happy" =)
Mar 3, 2026
493
This could actually work, but there's risk and variability involved. While I tend to air on the side of caution - as @Forveleth states these are recommended against. This does not mean they cannot work. The thread that is linked over and over again, 'Why ODs Fail MIserably', contains a bunch of information about toxicity LD50 levels as tested in rat and mice. While it is scientifically sound information, it completely ignores the actual mechanism through which ODs tend to be lethal which has nothing to do with the toxicity of the drug. Rather, it has to do with how the drug affects the body. The mechanism of death by OD is mostly respiratory deperssion or asphyxiation, the latter being a little less pretty.

The risky thing here is that there's no way to know for absolute certain that you will stop breathing on this combination of medication, while there's a high likelihood you will there is still a chance you won't. So, please just be aware of the risk you are taking here. I have read stories on here where people had reduced breathing for over 10 hours on insane doses of strong opioids and they managed to pull through and survive, with concequences. You'll lose muscle, likely suffer brain damage, a prolonged hospital stay and a swift redirection to grippy socks jail.

I have read a lot on this subject, and if you're interested in attempting an OD I'd highly recommend you check out @purebliss ' thread on the 'Heath Ledger' method. Whlie it hasn't been proven to be a 100% effective (I don't think anyone has actually tried it), it does contain a bunch of interesting information. I have also read some books that were written by Dutch euthanasia doctors who suggest different types of medications to reliably OD on and it is stated in their book that you'd need 1000mg or more oxy (IR) to air on the side of succes. They also advise to combine it with a long-acting benzodiazepine, so that kind of stripes off alprazolam (Xanax) the list. I'd suggest swapping it out for a megadose of diazepam (valium). Also, because diazepam works more as a relaxant/sedative whereas alprazolam can have paradoxical effects at higher doses.

To be absolutely clear; I am recommending against your proposed method and the information provided above is not intended as encouragement rather as to inform you about the mechanisms (AFAIK, I am not a doctor) of different medications and references that I have read over time which have enlightened me on possibly more reliable combinations.
Oh no no no

Xanax from the darknet (the XANAX bars) are all Flualprazolam
That lasts for up to 16 hours and is about 3-4x more potent than normal Alprazolam. It is incredibly sedating. Way more than valium for that matter. That is why Flualprazolam never got any medically accepted use cases

Medical Xanax is trash for that though
Agreed
 
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hdead

Mage
Jun 2, 2026
532
Oh no no no

Xanax from the darknet (the XANAX bars) are all Flualprazolam
That lasts for up to 16 hours and is about 3-4x more potent than normal Alprazolam. It is incredibly sedating. Way more than valium for that matter. That is why Flualprazolam never got any medically accepted use cases

Medical Xanax is trash for that though
Agreed
I have zero experience with flualprazolam so thanks for chiming in on that! OP will have to let us know which of either he has!
 
unclejack

unclejack

Member
Aug 4, 2026
24
This could actually work, but there's risk and variability involved. While I tend to air on the side of caution - as @Forveleth states these are recommended against. This does not mean they cannot work. The thread that is linked over and over again, 'Why ODs Fail MIserably', contains a bunch of information about toxicity LD50 levels as tested in rat and mice. While it is scientifically sound information, it completely ignores the actual mechanism through which ODs tend to be lethal which has nothing to do with the toxicity of the drug. Rather, it has to do with how the drug affects the body. The mechanism of death by OD is mostly respiratory deperssion or asphyxiation, the latter being a little less pretty.

The risky thing here is that there's no way to know for absolute certain that you will stop breathing on this combination of medication, while there's a high likelihood you will there is still a chance you won't. So, please just be aware of the risk you are taking here. I have read stories on here where people had reduced breathing for over 10 hours on insane doses of strong opioids and they managed to pull through and survive, with concequences. You'll lose muscle, likely suffer brain damage, a prolonged hospital stay and a swift redirection to grippy socks jail.

I have read a lot on this subject, and if you're interested in attempting an OD I'd highly recommend you check out @purebliss ' thread on the 'Heath Ledger' method. Whlie it hasn't been proven to be a 100% effective (I don't think anyone has actually tried it), it does contain a bunch of interesting information. I have also read some books that were written by Dutch euthanasia doctors who suggest different types of medications to reliably OD on and it is stated in their book that you'd need 1000mg or more oxy (IR) to air on the side of succes. They also advise to combine it with a long-acting benzodiazepine, so that kind of stripes off alprazolam (Xanax) the list. I'd suggest swapping it out for a megadose of diazepam (valium). Also, because diazepam works more as a relaxant/sedative whereas alprazolam can have paradoxical effects at higher doses.

To be absolutely clear; I am recommending against your proposed method and the information provided above is not intended as encouragement rather as to inform you about the mechanisms (AFAIK, I am not a doctor) of different medications and references that I have read over time which have enlightened me on possibly more reliable combinations.
Just to give my 2¢, about the only OD I would attempt/trust is fent. Simply because ODing on that is easier than not ODing, and it is pretty damn fatal.
 

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