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BlueberryDeer

BlueberryDeer

Lottery or Suicide, whatever comes first
Nov 20, 2025
95
Is to discuss openly suicide without taking the risk of being banned, and called the authorities and pass the lifeline, etc.
I only want to talk about it before I choose my final date.
I am convincing that it's the way I want to die, despite the stereotypes (Writer, trans).
But, as the "normal" Internet only aims recovery and lifelines, this forum is the only safe space I found.
See, even if I win the lottery, find a girlfriend / wife and publish my works, I will not change my principle of being pro-choice. Sure, I will not directly push anyone - that crosses ethical and forum limits -, but as I expect that someone can't convince me to avoid it, I respect the decisions of anyone.
Call me death relativist, or even fetishist. Whatever, I do not fear hell or Yahweh in the Afterlife. It's my decision.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,193
I honestly can not remember what I typed in that box. The real reason I joined was to start answering questions and combat misinformation, the same reasons I still post now.