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dazed_dreamer

dazed_dreamer

at the end of everything, hold on to anything
Sep 21, 2023
67
Hi, I'm going to CTB tonight by full suspension hanging. I probably have 20-30 minutes left before I do it (need to put away a couple of things, then proofread and print my notes). It's feeling more real. I'm a bit scared, not because of doubt, but because I don't really know what to expect.

Does anyone know from failed attempts or research how it feels? I remember you go unconscious pretty quickly, I think like 30 seconds. I've done research but a lot of that was a while ago. What does it feel like? Will I be in a lot of pain?
 
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Arcitect

Member
Oct 22, 2023
67
I'm sorry. I don't know anything but I want to wish you good luck on your journey. I hope you can find peace. Fair winds.
 
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moondazed

moondazed

ex nihilo nihil fit
Oct 14, 2023
168
my heart is there with you, in the daze, wishing you peace. <3
 
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Amyend88

Amyend88

A&E
Oct 22, 2023
167
I'm afraid none of us know exactly what will happen, as it's all dependent on the individual. The only true knowledgeable ones are those that succeeded and they can't tell their tale. You are right though to expect consciousness to be lost quickly and it's known as the 'painless form of death' in India, if that's any consolation.