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cait_sith

cait_sith

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Apr 8, 2024
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it really depends on the method. i think for something like hanging it will be whatever i want to listen to at that moment.
For something like SN i plan on listening to this album
 
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metfan647

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Jun 12, 2025
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No music for me, but I'll probably go down memory lane by watching a bunch of my favourite movies and listen to all my once beloved music in the week leading up to it.

My favourite band was TesseracT most recently but not had interest in music for about a year.
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This is the spot I would like to be my final resting place, but I'm still scouting the other side of the Mesa that is more remote to look for the highest point with minimal ledges. The terrain is tough and it's a long hike for me, so it's a bit hard to scout and plan. I'm also trying to think over if I want to prioritize the guarantee it will work and I won't be found for a few days, or first responders resources and safety as this is unforgiving terrain + rattlesnake territory. I don't want to waste a ton of resources and put others at risk. I'm in pain but I don't want to cause my community and first responders a ton of grief trying to find and recover my body for my family.

I wish I could join you. What a place.
 
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IwantSN

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Feb 6, 2026
4
"voca" by hatsune miku. It's only in the FNF mod ,but it just makes me feel at peace whenever I listen to it like watching a relaxing summer sunset
 
dragon.//

dragon.//

Member
Nov 5, 2025
78
I was planning to listen to a let's play but then I found "Reborn" from the Hereditary soundtrack. There is a comment saying "This feels like the victory of something that shouldn't have won." I hear it and think of my partner suffering after losing me and it makes me smile.

At the end of the movie i replayed the final scene so many times because i couldn't get enough of the music lol
 
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absolute failure

absolute failure

Student
Jan 19, 2026
141
With my CTB planned for 6 days time, I've been wrapping things up and one thing to do is choose the songs/music I'd like to listen to before I die.

I've often been listening to Giles Corey (album), especially No One Is Ever Going to Want Me, which feels so raw and comforts me in a way not many other albums or songs do. I also like to listen to more instrumental or electronic type music like M83, but also classics like Pink Floyd and Radiohead. I'm thinking M83's Wait will likely be a song I listen to during CTB. It's so calming to me and feels like the freedom and peace I'm looking for.

What songs or music are you planning to listen to during your CTB?
Just in case by Lil peep :)
 

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