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kittymeow:3

kittymeow:3

Member
Jun 12, 2026
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I'm planning on listening to something while I CTB, if you plan/could do the same what song would you play? Maybe we can give each other song suggestions or just put each other onto artists:3 I think I will do it to "Two Rocking Chairs on a Porch" by piebald !
 
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nosense-user

nosense-user

Death is my salvation
May 19, 2026
65
I would listen to sewerslvt or have a nice life
 
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momentomori00

momentomori00

Bellum
Jun 8, 2026
47
Hey by the pixies or literally anything radiohead
 
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softfur

softfur

sweet dreams my angel, at last goodbye
Mar 22, 2026
84
atm i plan on it being The Nephilim, i wanna get the cd and a walkman for it
 
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pillfriends

pillfriends

Member
May 29, 2026
9
pill friends - worthless (demo)
pill friends - klonopin (demo)
loveisheavenly - lamprima aurata


the day i decide to die by my own hands i will just shuffle my favorite playlists. but, right as i'm about to CTB, i will make sure to play lamprima aurata (album) and my final song will be my favorite from them (a letter to fren)


this is something i've thought about a lot. i have way too much music i hold close to my heart so at least 6 hours of my final day will be spent listening to music.
 
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salvialp

salvialp

I am no longer interested in the world.
Apr 7, 2024
63
I'm planning on listening to something while I CTB, if you plan/could do the same what song would you play? Maybe we can give each other song suggestions or just put each other onto artists:3 I think I will do it to "Two Rocking Chairs on a Porch" by piebald !
Not entirely sure. It might be a song by Panchiko... I'm already putting a playlist together for when the day comes.
 
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Oiled Sandwich

Oiled Sandwich

Lazy Aspiring Demonolator
Jun 10, 2026
94
No Regrets by Louis York.
 
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OrganDonor57

Member
Jun 1, 2026
16
Was thinking Radiohead.. But maybe Lana Del Rey, which one is more aesthetic?
 
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Drock

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May 13, 2026
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I'm planning on listening to something while I CTB, if you plan/could do the same what song would you play? Maybe we can give each other song suggestions or just put each other onto artists:3 I think I will do it to "Two Rocking Chairs on a Porch" by piebald !
Any classic jazz song. Or any classical music. I feel like it sets the mood
 
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Jamesun

Jamesun

No longer human.
Feb 23, 2022
147
I'm planning on listening to something while I CTB, if you plan/could do the same what song would you play? Maybe we can give each other song suggestions or just put each other onto artists:3 I think I will do it to "Two Rocking Chairs on a Porch" by piebald !
Asleep from The Smiths
 
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mutsu

mutsu

wanna get zappy?
May 17, 2026
96
definetly among the last few I'd listen to would be

self destruction worldwide broadcast - sewerslvt
all the joy in life was gone once you left - sewerslvt
goodbye - sewerslvt
転がる岩、君に朝が降る + Re:Re - Asian Kung Fu Generation

my absolute last song would probably be
KOMM, SUSSER TOD - Arianne
 
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lpdsvm

lpdsvm

Specialist
Jan 11, 2026
341
I dunno maybe "Con La Misma Pierda" lol
 
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xXiloveyouXx

xXiloveyouXx

Nothing
Jul 27, 2024
184
something naive and sweet and by the moldy peaches probably
 
Luffy Black

Luffy Black

New Member
Nov 8, 2025
4
I'm planning on listening to something while I CTB, if you plan/could do the same what song would you play? Maybe we can give each other song suggestions or just put each other onto artists:3 I think I will do it to "Two Rocking Chairs on a Porch" by piebald !
"Slow Motion" by Panda Bear
 
HFK40000

HFK40000

Not Living Just Killing Time
Apr 14, 2026
97
Outside the wall by Pink Floyd
 
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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Wizard
May 7, 2025
638
Beautiful Thing by the Stone Roses

Reminds me of my one and only spell on a psych ward in June 2016

"It's a beautiful thing that I say bye bye"
 
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PsychedeliaSuicide

PsychedeliaSuicide

Suiciding to get isekai'd to the 60s
Jun 29, 2026
9
The End by The Doors or Relax by The Who
 
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monsterskin0061

monsterskin0061

New Member
Jul 6, 2026
4
Badfinger - Baby Blue
 
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100memoryleaks

100memoryleaks

forever sorry
Jul 6, 2026
176
komm susser tod
 
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No-name

No-name

Member
Mar 16, 2026
52
faure requiem in paradisum
 
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