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Bungee_gum

Bungee_gum

"It's all a travesty, if you ask me"
Jan 8, 2026
28


nothing more needs to be said
 
V

Vexadin

Member
Sep 18, 2023
24
I have a playlist that calms me it's probable gonne be that one!
 
G

ghoulgurl

New Member
Dec 8, 2025
1
I have an 11 minute Playlist (heard it takes about 12 minutes to lose consciousness with SN), it's Suspirium by Thom Yorke, Muse by Sofia Isella, and Just Pretend by Bad Omens
 
attackingvertical

attackingvertical

Member
Oct 20, 2025
26
I made a playlist since I couldn't decide on one song. Some favorites from it though are: In the Pool by Kensuke Ushio from the Reze Arc, Jordan River by Nastyona, La Gata Bajo La Lluvia by Rocío Dúrcal, No One Noticed by the Marias, and Die Your Daughter by Susannah Joffe.
 
Hellis

Hellis

Recovered
Jul 25, 2025
102
always played that one shitty mobile solitaire game as I faded out, so whatever background music that has haha
 
Xi-Xi

Xi-Xi

The Next Phantom Thief (Fae/Faer)
Nov 19, 2025
171
"Lost in Thoughts All Alone" from Fire Emblem Fates
i'm not sure....i might just have a whole playlist that i'll run in like an hour or two before i ctb. it'll be a mix of whatever i like, mostly classical/orchestral music.
This quote hits different now...
 
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Hellis

Hellis

Recovered
Jul 25, 2025
102
"Lost in Thoughts All Alone" from Fire Emblem Fates
Which one are we talking about? And will background grunting be included or will you karaoke those in yourself?

Sick joke, I know, but good taste nonetheless.
 
Xi-Xi

Xi-Xi

The Next Phantom Thief (Fae/Faer)
Nov 19, 2025
171
Background grunting?
Which one are we talking about? And will background grunting be included or will you karaoke those in yourself?

Sick joke, I know, but good taste nonetheless.
 
elliottsmith

elliottsmith

Member
Jan 4, 2025
9


"I'm through trying now, it's a big relief
I'll be staying down
Where no one else gonna give me grief
Mess me around
Just make it over"
 
canoekit

canoekit

Member
Jan 9, 2026
23
I have a playlist prepared to calm me beforehand, and then I'll most likely have Asleep by The Smiths on loop when I go for it.
 
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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
404
Any juice wrld song or 13 reasons why song lol
 
Sphinxi

Sphinxi

Student
Jan 4, 2026
119
Please, please, please let me get what I want by the smiths will be the last song I listen to, I think. I also like death with dignity by sufjan stevens

 
vyvanceandvodka

vyvanceandvodka

hoping to recover .✦ ݁˖♡
Jan 7, 2026
102
I like this song (: I think it would help calm me down too.
 
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realname

Member
May 8, 2023
78
Kid Cudi - embers
& All of speedin bullet album
 
ceelobling

ceelobling

Student
Dec 29, 2025
125
A playlist of a hyperpop cloud rap artist I like. I don't want to say the artist, but I've fantasized multiple times of dying while listening to his music.
 
Lilithium

Lilithium

✨🌌~w o o f~🌌✨
Jan 6, 2026
50
The entirety of Coldplay's Ghost Stories but particularly this one



What can I say, I'm a basic bitch
 

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