worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
Paxil, Propanolol, and Xanax. Since reality doesn't work like a Zoloft commercial, I am not the happy blob that they said I would become. All medication does for me is take a slight edge of....keeps me from having panic attacks.
 
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Kikoo Loool

Kikoo Loool

Enlightened
Feb 25, 2019
1,128
Oxazepam, zopiclone and soon alimemazine. Probably not enough to fall asleep forever.
 
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Nobbo

Nobbo

Member
Apr 21, 2020
35
Venlafaxine
Quetiapine
I wish they would prescribe me something stronger or better cause I still feel terrible and planning on ctb. Maybe they could just give me N and that would solve it
 
Deleted member 17331

Deleted member 17331

The swan sang with a broken neck
Apr 21, 2020
376
Before: Risperdal, Zoloft, Anafranil, Prozac, Haldol, Longactil, Lithium and I can't remember the others.

Now: Nothing.

Because:

I always hated the side effects of the medicine in my body, and I hate even more when the psychiatrists do not explain why I consume, or let me know about the side effects.

I feel that the psychiatrists just want to profit.

These medicines ended my body and fuck with my head. I feel they kill me slowly, and that's very painful.

I have been using these medications since childhood, and when I am without them (as now), I feel out of control. My panic and psychotic attacks consume me and I end up hurting the people around me. So, I always end up going back to them.

It always destroys me. I hate myself. I'm a failure. I'm tired.
 
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gus.nixon

gus.nixon

and now we rise and we are everywhere
Apr 19, 2020
309
So far today gabapentin and heroin (the heroin wasn't prescribed, but it would have been if my doctor was any good at his job. It's hard to find a good doctor these days).
 
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Finished

Finished

Didn’t ask to be brought in this world!!!!!!!
Apr 19, 2020
34
Use to be trazodone cerequil and Lithium now I am on nothing I said it was the side effects that I didn't like and I was going to do it without anything maybe this is my problem maybe I need medication
 
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Slow85

Member
Feb 29, 2020
79
I take for schizoaffective

lithium 800mg
Olanzapine 10mg
Ariprazole 10mg
Venlafaxine 225mg
Toporimate 200mg
Zolpiderm for sleep

none of these seem to be helping with the depression :(
 
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Donk

Donk

Useless since day 1
Jan 3, 2020
1,129
pristiq and klonopin. hasnt helped with my depression at all
 
Eternity

Eternity

Member
Apr 24, 2020
48
Fluoxetine (Prozac)
Methylphenidate (Ritalin)
Quetiapine
Lorazepam

In my opinion, it doesn't work. Fluoxetine did the trick just voor 2-3 months and then depression and despair all over again. When I increased the dose, I also felt fine for like 2-3 months and then it disappeared again. Anyone who got the same issue with antidepressants?
 
InTheAirTonight

InTheAirTonight

I tried
Feb 29, 2020
475
Sertraline (Zoloft) which I gave up on after a couple weeks or I would be dead by now
 
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Bluesummers

Member
Mar 16, 2020
37
Lithium + quetiapine + amisulpride for mixed depression.
And now they should find something for a nasty panic attack disorder (probably an antidepressant.
 
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Cancún

Cancún

Experienced
Apr 20, 2020
216
no tomen nada, son veneno
que los va a dejar peor
 
Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Prozac
Trileptal
Vistaril
Trazodone
Lithium
Invega Sustenna
Naltrexone

All these I'm on and I'm still a fucking mess and want to die
 
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Unspoken

Member
Jan 12, 2020
57
Effexor
Lithium
Abilify
Ativan
Trazodone
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,361
Aripiprazole, Sertraline and promethazine. Was also taking lamotrigine but developed a rash so it had to be stopped.
 
Blackpoolbootz

Blackpoolbootz

If it sounds too good to be true it usually is.
Apr 19, 2020
97
Venlalfaxine/effexor 300mg levels out the highs and lows but soon as missed a dose the lows come back.
 
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Mm80

Mm80

Enlightened
May 15, 2019
1,604
Before: Risperdal, Zoloft, Anafranil, Prozac, Haldol, Longactil, Lithium and I can't remember the others.

Now: Nothing.

Because:

I always hated the side effects of the medicine in my body, and I hate even more when the psychiatrists do not explain why I consume, or let me know about the side effects.

I feel that the psychiatrists just want to profit.

These medicines ended my body and fuck with my head. I feel they kill me slowly, and that's very painful.

I have been using these medications since childhood, and when I am without them (as now), I feel out of control. My panic and psychotic attacks consume me and I end up hurting the people around me. So, I always end up going back to them.

It always destroys me. I hate myself. I'm a failure. I'm tired.
So agree with this post. I took them since 18 yo, and i believe that they physically change the brain and that psychiatrists dont know what they do to peoples brains and if its permanent damage. I stopped taking them but believe that tge damage may be irreversable and i may have to take them again.
 
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Lost_the_will2_live

Lost_the_will2_live

11:11
Feb 25, 2020
125
Venlafaxine and propranolol

venlafaxine helps me to calm my anger but I still wana die more than I want to live!
 
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tackles

New Member
Apr 27, 2020
2
I can't take any due to interference with pain management Rx.
 
Bardia

Bardia

Member
Jul 11, 2019
42
Desvenlafaxine, buproprion. Prescribed.

Occasional cannabis, more-than-occasional alcohol, and very infrequently psilocybin. Self medicated.
 
DJ2000

DJ2000

Member
Apr 23, 2020
51
I
What meds are you guys on? are they helping?

for me

Escitalopram
Fluvoxamine
Lithium
Quetiapine
Mirtazapine

Helped with my OCD...still want to kill myself though...lol..

I used to be on a host of drugs for autism as a kid; risperidone, trazodone, and some others. Fried my brain and made be grow man boobs. Literally worse than meth.
Desvenlafaxine, buproprion. Prescribed.

Occasional cannabis, more-than-occasional alcohol, and very infrequently psilocybin. Self medicated.

this guy gets it. I don't trust Psychiatrists or their drugs. That's the bad stuff, I want the good stuff.
Desvenlafaxine, buproprion. Prescribed.

Occasional cannabis, more-than-occasional alcohol, and very infrequently psilocybin. Self medicated.

this guy gets it. I don't trust Psychiatrists or their drugs. That's the bad stuff, I want the good stuff.
 
SuiSqueeze92

SuiSqueeze92

Self Saboteur
Jan 15, 2020
479
Lamotrigine
Topiramate
Escitalopram
Propranolol
 
WinterFaust

WinterFaust

Shimmer
Apr 13, 2020
412
I was on Lamictal/lamotrigine until February. Stopped because I planned on CTB. Still here so I'll give it another shot. Hopefully it will help.

I was on Seroquel/ Quetiapine but the side effects were ghastly. I think it did actually improve my mood for a bit though. Too bad.
Lexapro made me manic.
 
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DJ2000

DJ2000

Member
Apr 23, 2020
51
So agree with this post. I took them since 18 yo, and i believe that they physically change the brain and that psychiatrists dont know what they do to peoples brains and if its permanent damage. I stopped taking them but believe that tge damage may be irreversable and i may have to take them again.

Yes, all drugs and everything you do affect your brain, but those psychiatric drugs fry your brain mess with you like nothing else can. Whereas all the illegal ones do not. Dispersion messed me up worse than meth.
Effexor and Abilify. I hate it so much.

Quit with weed and opiates.
 
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Suez

Suez

Experienced
Feb 27, 2020
279
What meds are you guys on? are they helping?

for me

Escitalopram
Fluvoxamine
Lithium
Quetiapine
Mirtazapine

Helped with my OCD...still want to kill myself though...lol..
Psych Meds = Olanzapine, Sodium Valporate
Other Meds= Methadone
On top of Meds= Oxycodone
 

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