Before: Risperdal, Zoloft, Anafranil, Prozac, Haldol, Longactil, Lithium and I can't remember the others.
Now: Nothing.
Because:
I always hated the side effects of the medicine in my body, and I hate even more when the psychiatrists do not explain why I consume, or let me know about the side effects.
I feel that the psychiatrists just want to profit.
These medicines ended my body and fuck with my head. I feel they kill me slowly, and that's very painful.
I have been using these medications since childhood, and when I am without them (as now), I feel out of control. My panic and psychotic attacks consume me and I end up hurting the people around me. So, I always end up going back to them.
It always destroys me. I hate myself. I'm a failure. I'm tired.