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Coping? Or just wasting time?

AnimeSlayersFan

AnimeSlayersFan

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Jul 18, 2025
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After missing my window to ctb, I feel like shit, again, Idk really what the future holds for me, but I have no urge to go slave away for some master at a low paying job and suffering, full of meds that numb me so that I just don't kill myself. I feel ashamed of myself for not killing myself this last few days.
How long do I have to suffer?
 
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