Help What method would you suggest if N and SN are not possible?

[samishii]

If N and SN/substances which need to be obtained from D are off the table, what method would you choose/suggest?(guns are also inaccessible)

My favourite is jumping, since I love heights and find them calming. Although I know a lot of people here don't like it, I do. I Didn't feel much SI when I was on the ledge, with one foot suspended in the air.( Will talk about that attempt someday)



Edit- methods easily and quickly accessible

Apologies for anything annoying or offensive or any mistakes, I am super drunk

 

[FuneralCry]

I feel like only you can decide what method is the best for yourself. For me personally, hanging is the most accessible, but the fear of failure is what holds me back from attempting. It does sound like a horrible way to go and sounds difficult because of the survival instinct.

Jumping sounds terrifying to me and I know that I could never ctb that way. I personally have limited access to methods and I think that if it was easier to leave I would already be gone. Suicide really is so difficult. I wish you relief from suffering in whatever you decide to do.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

If N and SN/substances which need to be obtained from D are off the table, what method would you choose/suggest?(guns are also inaccessible)

My favourite is jumping, since I love heights and find them calming. Although I know a lot of people here don't like it, I do. I Didn't feel much SI when I was on the ledge, with one foot suspended in the air.( Will talk about that attempt someday)

Apologies for anything annoying or offensive or any mistakes, I am super drunk

Carbon Monoxide it's one of the most deadliest substances on Earth. There are many threads on different ways to generate co. And we hear sometimes of people accidentally going through co.

Unconscious after 2 - 3 breaths and to meet eternity and non-existence imo what could be better ?

 

[busternaught]

I had access to SN but ended up throwing it out during a recovery attempt. I regret it so much, no other method appeals to me as much and I'm really scared of failure or suffering. Might just do hanging

 

[lostmyacc]

DDMP could be the next best thing.

 

[samishii]

I feel like only you can decide what method is the best for yourself. For me personally, hanging is the most accessible, but the fear of failure is what holds me back from attempting. It does sound like a horrible way to go and sounds difficult because of the survival instinct.

I have tried partial in the past, but no ligature can handle the weight of me fat arse.

Jumping sounds terrifying to me and I know that I could never ctb that way. I personally have limited access to methods and I think that if it was easier to leave I would already be gone. Suicide really is so difficult. I wish you relief from suffering in whatever you decide to do.

The problem is that, I can't find any high buildings/structures I could jump from over here in Germany which is quite ironical since I am coming from India which is nowhere as developed as Germany, still has more number of high buildings. But yeah, if someone from Germany is reading this and knows some place like beachy head, i am more than willing to travel to such places for attempting

DDMP could be the next best thing.

What is that?

 

[Well-Edited Chaos]

You can get SN from multiple sources (depending on where you live). I'm not sure D even supplies it.

But if SN weren't available, I would go for shallow water blackout.

 

[Sobreviviente]

With jumping there is always a chance that you might survive having some serious injuries that might prevent you from the next attempt, leaving you to suffer for the rest of your life. Although this chance decreases along with the height increasing, I wouldn't recommend that as there are cases where people survived falling from over 1000 metres.

Personally I jumped under the train, that's something slightly different, but do not recommend either. I just had a feeling that that's it, I can't stand it anymore and I wouldn't be able to wait for N to come, I've to do it right now. As a result I lost both of my legs but survived, suffering from severe phantom pain, helpless and unable to end my suffering using other methods. I should have gone with N or SN. At first I thought N would be better but now I think SN has it's own pros such as taste and price, legality, probably timing to ctb in comparison to N. But you have to decide by yourself of course, I only don't recommend jumping, please don't do that, believe me that none of the mental sufferings beats pain from limb loss. Moreover I'm considering myself as a lucky guy because finally I'll be able to get up, but with jumping from height you might end up completely disabled.

 

[TheLastFemaphrodyke]

If N and SN/substances which need to be obtained from D are off the table, what method would you choose/suggest?(guns are also inaccessible)

My favourite is jumping, since I love heights and find them calming. Although I know a lot of people here don't like it, I do. I Didn't feel much SI when I was on the ledge, with one foot suspended in the air.( Will talk about that attempt someday)



Edit- methods easily and quickly accessible

Apologies for anything annoying or offensive or any mistakes, I am super drunk

Korean Method, Marine Method

 

[samishii]

Korean Method, Marine Method

What is that?

 

[TheLastFemaphrodyke]

What is that?

you can find all that information in the Ppeh

 

[samishii]

With jumping there is always a chance that you might survive having some serious injuries that might prevent you from the next attempt, leaving you to suffer for the rest of your life. Although this chance decreases along with the height increasing, I wouldn't recommend that as there are cases where people survived falling from over 1000 metres.

Personally I jumped under the train, that's something slightly different, but do not recommend either. I just had a feeling that that's it, I can't stand it anymore and I wouldn't be able to wait for N to come, I've to do it right now. As a result I lost both of my legs but survived, suffering from severe phantom pain, helpless and unable to end my suffering using other methods. I should have gone with N or SN. At first I thought N would be better but now I think SN has it's own pros such as taste and price, legality, probably timing to ctb in comparison to N. But you have to decide by yourself of course, I only don't recommend jumping, please don't do that, believe me that none of the mental sufferings beats pain from limb loss. Moreover I'm considering myself as a lucky guy because finally I'll be able to get up, but with jumping from height you might end completely disabled.

I am honestly really sorry about your state, i get what you are trying to say. But for me it's like, I want to also enjoy my death, and jumping seemed like a way to do it. I was a mere highschool student when I decided to go with that method. Although I tried to make it as technically sound as possible, using all the science knowledge I had to calculate the probability of me dying/ will I die from that height etc. I didn't know people survived from higher heights. Now as an engineering student, i guess I will do some more calculations provided I go with this method.

 

[Alex6216]

xanax + 100ml+ of 1,4 BDO. Lethal dose is 1.75ml per kilo

 

[September5th]

What do you guys think of an intentional parachuting failure? Seems pretty good to me. You won't even need to pay the ride

 

[samishii]

What do you guys think of an intentional parachuting failure? Seems pretty good to me. You won't even need to pay the ride

Already on my list. It costs like 2k usd for getting a license to skydive alone, and then it's basically a matter of when and where

 

[befree]

Easy to obtain: helium, nitrogen, barbeque, tourniquet (carotid method), SN.

 

[Alex6216]

If N and SN/substances which need to be obtained from D are off the table, what method would you choose/suggest?(guns are also inaccessible)

My favourite is jumping, since I love heights and find them calming. Although I know a lot of people here don't like it, I do. I Didn't feel much SI when I was on the ledge, with one foot suspended in the air.( Will talk about that attempt someday)



Edit- methods easily and quickly accessible

Apologies for anything annoying or offensive or any mistakes, I am super drunk

SN isn't needed from D. You can get it from IC and other places, it's hard getting metoclopramide though

 

[FinishingLine]

Carbon Monoxide it's one of the most deadliest substances on Earth. There are many threads on different ways to generate co. And we hear sometimes of people accidentally going through co.

Unconscious after 2 - 3 breaths and to meet eternity and non-existence imo what could be better ?

How does one generate such an environment - 12,800 ppm, 1,28% ?
Is this to accomplish in a tent?
A meter would sure be helpful I guess.

 

[Teenytiny]

I'm on day two of vsed I'm just hoping I have the willpower to see it all the way through

 

[befree]

@FinischingLine: I know that some people have done it in a tent. I am not sure if you can properly seal a tent. Personally, I would use a car, a caravan or a room. Yes, a CO-meter that goes up to 10000 ppm or higher would be helpful.
More infos:

CO method Fliesenbourg English.pdf - AnonFiles

anonfiles.com

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

How does one generate such an environment - 12,800 ppm, 1,28% ?
Is this to accomplish in a tent?
A meter would sure be helpful I guess.

i'll PM you . i don't want to give pro-lifers more ideas on what to get banned.

 

[samishii]

i'll PM you . i don't want to give pro-lifers more ideas on what to get banned.

Can you pm me too?