Slitting my wrists. YES, I know all the problems this method carry and I been searching, analysing, comparing etcetera, for MONTHS and aside from that I tried this like 6 years ago but it was on impulse and left me with a nasty scar and I believe that I might have partially touched a tendon since I always feel that hand a bit weird like slightly less strong than my other arm. So yes I know the risk this carry but I just can't get this out of my mind but If everything comes to a inevitable end I want it to be well planned and I want to be living alone for this. But, I also think of jumping off if this doesn't work