notsohpy
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- Aug 18, 2024
- 14
Just how i enjoy the only Moment i feel Alive and truly myself, Driving my motorcycle down the road and closing my eyes. But its very Hard to do.
In france very hard to have this...Fusil de chasse, très probablement. Une fois que j'en aurai envoyé un, le compte à rebours commencera. Le jour où j'irai le chercher sera le jour où je ferai un essai. Je n'en suis pas encore arrivée à ce point, mais je continue à y penser.
SN or nembutal I just have to find a source for themJust like it says in the title, what are you currently thinking?
I am afraid of SI kicking in and I want to suppress it. Hence the sedatives. Also I don't want my last moments to be painful I am afraid of pain.Me jumping without drugs
Ok i understand but even with drugs you could feel dolorJ'ai peur que le SI se déclenche et je veux le supprimer. D'où les sédatifs. De plus, je ne veux pas que mes derniers moments soient douloureux. J'ai peur de la douleur.
I considered others, but have pretty much settled on hanging. I'm very confident I can construct a setup that won't fail and I will not be found too soon, which makes it about 99.999%, the best anyone could hope for.Just like it says in the title, what are you currently thinking?
If I could buy a gun this would be my method but in the UK it seems impossibleGun shot into my head