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TwistedNightmares

TwistedNightmares

I revoke my subscription from life.
Nov 1, 2025
34
It's the only place I find safe to express my thoughts. I find the people here to be really kind and understanding.
 
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RimeOfTheAncient

RimeOfTheAncient

Already Dead
Oct 17, 2025
107
It's pretty much the last place on the internet where I can be open and say what I really mean without getting banned, mocked, or whiteknighted.
 
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rainatthetraintrack

rainatthetraintrack

inexperienced
Jul 1, 2025
362
i haven't ctbed yet and i haven't recovered either.
 
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Greyhawk

Greyhawk

Student
Jan 3, 2025
135
This is the only place where I can communicate my thoughts and feelings honestly without pretending. I don't need to fear judgement because people here have experienced same kind of stuff and make an effort to listen. I can talk about suicide, death and my fears without people just going "Suicide is bad" or brushing it off.

In other words, this is the only place where I can feel authentic connection to people. I'm also pretty lonely and I like reading posts and spending time here when I'm bored.
 
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Hiro Uchiha

Hiro Uchiha

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
288
freedom and comfort
understanding and respect
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
13,450
The sense of community here. The opportunity to be honest about how I'm feeling without getting panic, platitudes or annoyance as a response. I'm stuck here alive while I wait for my Dad to go first. Ironically, the forum is actually helping me to hold on.
 
Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
1,099
SaSu validates my suicidal urges. I need to keep this down irl.
 
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endoftheroad45

Member
Sep 27, 2025
35
I will eventually ctb. Possibly within the next couple of weeks. My mental health is rapidly declining, this is the only place with like minded people
 
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