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What is your wish for 2026?

  • Die

    Votes: 194 71.6%
  • Other

    Votes: 77 28.4%

  • Total voters
    271
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,028
Others votes?
 
lemonandcapers

lemonandcapers

I Wanna End Me (she/her)
Jun 7, 2025
109
I want someone to take me out. On a date? With a gun? Surprise me
 
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spiders.in.my.head

spiders.in.my.head

chronically stupid
Dec 21, 2025
71
if things continue the way they are, i hope to die.
 
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lpdsvm

lpdsvm

Student
Jan 11, 2026
144
I do not want to CTB right now but everything is getting worse so I wouldn't mind.
 
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SmigSauer

SmigSauer

Member
Feb 18, 2026
10
I would like to have no fear when interacting with people. I have many reasons as to why I want to die, but irrational fear of everything social is the most prominent reason. I am sick of living in fear of nothing.
 
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nitrogenous

nitrogenous

Just wanna break free of all suffering
Dec 26, 2025
119
I want to be able to live. And no, I don't mean being alive by surviving all the pain and challenges, but to actually thrive and feel that life is indeed worth the living. However, so far, this lives as a mere concept in my brain. I do hope that live can be better, but realistically, I don't see myself being alive until the end of the year.
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,028
Je voudrais n'avoir aucune peur au contact des autres. J'ai de nombreuses raisons de vouloir mourir, mais la peur irrationnelle de toute interaction sociale est la principale. J'en ai assez de vivre sans peur.
I have also social anxiety disorder
 

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