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nothere17

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Jun 24, 2026
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I've heard of all kinds of reasons and situations to not do it, like being afraid, not wanting to hurt family, the methods not being easily available, etc etc.
But Im gonna be honest... I really want to finish my Minecraft sheep tower (its a long story) first.... So I was curious if other people had similar reasons or situations ?
Thank You.
 
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sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

boofing advocate
Apr 4, 2026
695
Fairy garden isn't finished lol
losing more weight💀
Suddenly some of your comments make more sense lol. Also it's somehow funny to not kill yourself bc of another destructive endeavor lol
 
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Spite

Spite

I wish I never existed.
Aug 20, 2025
700
I want to play the next Shantae game (only known for now as "Shantae 7"), rumoured to be set for release sometime in 2027.
 
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Playingwiththedead

Playingwiththedead

Lilah
Jun 8, 2025
109
Literally just fear
 
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Ludath

Ludath

All the help in the world couldn’t save me
Sep 7, 2026
54
My sister's wedding is in a few months. I'll most likely be around until after it.
 
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tonicer

Mage
Nov 13, 2025
525
I am working on getting to one hand push ups and i want to watch more anime. I watch only romantic comedy at the moment because as a KHHV it gives me a tiny glimpse of what i am missing out on.

My serious reason is that i can't harm my parents by dying before they pass away.
 
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19-21-8-5-14-25

🗣️: "The party never ends!"
Nov 22, 2025
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The judgement of humans
 
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BunBun

BunBun

An anxious wreck
Sep 7, 2026
32
There are so many embarrassing reasons,
1. Started thinking about becoming a cat.
2. Want to read the last series of an art book.
3. I got spooked out of it because I heard my mom making her morning coffee.
 
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ilovecats1

Student
Apr 15, 2026
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it would be suspicious for me to go outside to get the sn package and i also have to babysit my niece so im waiting for her to start school. the first time around i didnt have the guts to face my sister with it in my backpack so i just didnt go get it.

or if im alone again i could fail psh like 10 more times lmao
 
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nothere17

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Jun 24, 2026
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There are so many embarrassing reasons,
1. Started thinking about becoming a cat.
2. Want to read the last series of an art book.
3. I got spooked out of it because I heard my mom making her morning coffee.
Oh, like becoming a cat in the Therian way, Furry way, reincarnation way or/and in the plastic surgery way? Im sorry for the questions, I got curious.
Fairy garden isn't finished lol

Suddenly some of your comments make more sense lol. Also it's somehow funny to not kill yourself bc of another destructive endeavor lol
Interesting, like your IRL garden ? Or a game one ?
 
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BunBun

BunBun

An anxious wreck
Sep 7, 2026
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Oh, like becoming a cat in the Therian way, Furry way, reincarnation way or/and in the plastic surgery way? Im sorry for the questions, I got curious.
lol, dont give me ideas now ;-;
But yeah more in a, What if I was a cat instead? kind of way. So I guess reincarnation?
 
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nothere17

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Jun 24, 2026
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losing more weight💀
Oh dang💀
lol, dont give me ideas now ;-;
But yeah more in a, What if I was a cat instead? kind of way. So I guess reincarnation?
Sorry dude, there are so many ways to be a cat in this century that I got curious which one was you ! But I understand now, thank you for sharing with me. Being a pampered cat must be really nice.
 
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pickedmyctbdate

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Aug 6, 2026
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I want to know if HBO's Harry Potter is going to totally suck as badly as I think it will.
Hey, priorities! Priorities!
 
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endboss

Student
Apr 8, 2026
191
i can't fathom not existing at all when i think deeply about it. i suffer every day and i am losing the fight, but not right now.
 
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Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
2,419
I still love drinking alcohol and making homemade pizza! Those would be my silliest reasons that I have.
 
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nothere17

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Jun 24, 2026
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I want to know if HBO's Harry Potter is going to totally suck as badly as I think it will.
Hey, priorities! Priorities!

Yeah i understand you, if GRRM publish his last books I will put EVERYTHING on hold to read the (hopefull) masterpiece.
 
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sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

boofing advocate
Apr 4, 2026
695
I want to play the next Shantae game (only known for now as "Shantae 7"), rumoured to be set for release sometime in 2027.
Oh shit, I somehow forgot about GTA 6. That's a real reason I'm considering 🥲
Oh, like becoming a cat in the Therian way, Furry way, reincarnation way or/and in the plastic surgery way? Im sorry for the questions, I got curious.

Interesting, like your IRL garden ? Or a game one ?
No it's a real garden. My dumbass has planted like 200 plants over the last 1-2 months 🙃 it's basically an immersive experience. I'm trying to get some native jumping spiders to release in it, and I've built a snake pit too.
There are so many embarrassing reasons,
1. Started thinking about becoming a cat.
2. Want to read the last series of an art book.
3. I got spooked out of it because I heard my mom making her morning coffee.
I rlly wanna see you become a cat. Pls do that. Let me know if there's any way I can help 😸
 
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sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

boofing advocate
Apr 4, 2026
695
HAHA this is not the type of support I was expecting when joining this forum. Now I have to become a cat. 🐈
I've never supported anything more 😵‍💫 meow, go scratch something!
 
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nightmare-receiver

nightmare-receiver

in the trenches
Jun 7, 2026
31
I have a handful of serious reasons, like I don't want to hurt my family or leave my best friend alone. My silliest reasons are that I'm going to a horror animatronic convention in April with my friends, and also wanting to visit my frat as much as possible while I have the chance.
 
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ratsinmybrain

New Member
Jul 23, 2026
3
There's a complicated repair that needs done on my house's roof that I'd feel guilty leaving for someone else to deal with. Silly.
 
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MonkeyButter

MonkeyButter

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Sep 3, 2026
84
I'm gonna vote Democrat in Texas.
 
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desiderium

desiderium

divinely inhuman.
Nov 23, 2021
22
I wouldn't be able to read fanfic if I were dead. More importantly, I wouldn't be able to visit the IRL location of my favorite anime. I gotta do that at least once before I truly kick the bucket, you know?
 
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Ramin

Ramin

fun title
Sep 7, 2026
7
I guess my silliest reason for not CTB'ing yet is being too tired/lazy to study in depth the methods I have in mind and how I'm supposed to apply them to my situation lol. But of course that's not really one of the relevant reasons.
 
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westernromanpatriot

westernromanpatriot

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Aug 22, 2024
43
I still have a video game I want to make and I've already spent a bunch of time getting the basics done, it's going well and it'd be a shame if it all went to waste ngl
 

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