what is your silliest reason to stay alive?

[deadtomorrow]

I wanna do something crazy before i go out.

 

[zeek]

watamotes still going

 

[Celerity]

Food. Eating it, making it, growing little plants for it. I thank my lucky stars that I'm at a place where food is still enjoyable. There was a dark period of my life where the pleasure of eating good food didn't register at all in my brain. I may as well have licked a painted wall or sucked on dirty pennies for all the joy eating gave me.

I also plan to take a trip when I have built up savings from my anticipated "real" job. I just have to get into school, which is no easy matter and requires a lot of hoop-jumping.

 

[NeedAnEscape]

fuzzy socks

 

[Freyja13]

Lol I get that about flirting with people then offing myself after. Be pretty awkward. For them at least xD uhhhhmmm for me my silliest reason to live is coffee. Can't enjoy the lovely bitter bean juice if I can't even breathe xD

 

[FloridaWorthless]

Listening to the same song over and over again until I get tired of it.

 

[carnivalforone]

finding a girl who will take all this pain from me. pretty silly if u ask me , that and what if i miss a song from one of my favourite bands T.T

 

[MourningDove]

atm i have a lot of things weighing me down keeping me from going any further with my CTB plans
Silliest reason tho would probably be a good avocado
i love a good avocado, avocado's are worth dying for. But they aren't CTB worthy if that makes any sense lol

 

[sadproton]

Was considering this today. My conclusion was boobs.

 

[wannabeasuperhero]

there's a total solar eclipse next year and my city is one of the cities that will get almost 4 minutes of totality (moon covering the sun). I really want to see it— never seen a total solar eclipse before

 

[Snowstorm]

i still want to be around for the new madoka magica movie, and i really like looking at images of cats with their head held back a bit, they look so sillt and i always giggle when i see them

 

[skaro]

I refuse to die before GTA 6 is released haha.

bro is still gonna be here 200 years later

 

[Kariope]

I was gifted a doll of a character I really love and have come to see her as my daughter. I take her everywhere and I want her to meet so many more people and places... These last few months, I got really close to finally freeing myself but I failed. A while after that I was given her. I'm not ok and will never be but she is pretty much the reason why I'm here now. I feel more obsessed with her than I am with the actual character/streamer she represents. I know it's not healthy and it's just a stupid toy but she's what makes me get out of bed when I do.

 

[dreamingofpeace]

doctor who finally back in the hands of the welsh<3

 

[tiger b]

Silliest reason?

The kitchen won't be cleaned properly

 

[MelancholyDolly]

Omg every reason I have to live rn is so stupid it's kind of hilarious but I love all this shit with my whole heart LOL <3

First off, I gotta read the ending to black butler I love that manga too much to ctb without knowing the ending.
Shugo chara is getting a reboot or a new season or SOMETHING and that anime has been my favorite since I was like 12 so I need all the new merch.
I don't own any Vivienne Westwood jewelry and I really want to damnit!!
I haven't tried every monster energy flavor.
I want to buy more dolls too..
I don't have very many anime figures but the ones that I do have are pretty unorganized so I'd like to get a cute shelf to display them all in, and y'know... Buy more figures too.

I just wanna buy stuff and watch stuff lol XD

 

[geraldofrivia]

my baby! is definitely one of mine! my handsome boy!!! see below :) (he moves around a lot but the first pic is silly and i love it)
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first pic looks like the artstyle from Disco Elysium

 

[achb]

Idk about silly but a really stupid reason I had when I was in middle school was that the age I was felt icky for suicide I was convinced 16 was the right age to commit and even got annoyed when I heard about ppl younger doing it bc 16 just felt so much better to me. Looking back it was probably just an excuse to get myself not to commit but y'know. Hindsight is 20/20.

Even now though it still affects me bc there's a small part of myself so disappointed and disgusted by the fact that if I ctb now I'll be older than 16 as if that's gross and deplorable for some reason. My age just doesn't feel right.

 

[BRAINWORMS]

Right now my reason for staying alive is that I'm going to a show with some dear friends of mine in a couple weeks and I'm actually incredibly excited. It's a goth musician and I'm looking forward to dressing spooky outside of Halloween season. It feels silly next to my Big Main Reasons™ of not wanting my family to be sad, but it is what it is.

 

[AerialBoundaries]

Because I'm in denial. The 100% false hope that things can improve. I don't know why I do it to myself, but I continue to do so.

I do have a cat, though and he's a character.

 

[leloyon]

A game I want to play isn't out yet and I still got anime I want to watch before I die.
My profile picture is the main character of said game.

 

[BeforeYouFallAsleep]

finding out how aot ends (only watched the anime)
finishing some drawings
ironically tell a friend of mine that she saved my life
find love (very unlikely and a copium overdose)

 

[LostInTheWoods]

Now, It's just because I'm too afraid of permanent damages if a CTB. Few years ago It was because I wanted to see my favourite bands live

 

[pompompurin]

I have a massive backlog of games, movies, tv series and anime that I need to catchup to so yeah thats it lol

 

[RainGhost]

I don't want to disappoint the intertemporal God who speaks to me

 

[deadbody]

My pets and taste of coffee, lol

 

[Cloud Busting]

I don't want depression to win

I want to move and see if that will help. I hate this town. Honestly if I'm gonna ctb, I'd rather die anywhere than here. This place is a shithole.

I'm moving next year if things go to plan.

 

[lucyna]

literally seeing how much my boobs will grow within the next 1 or 2 years. also the upcoming cyberpunk 2077 sequel (or prequel) that's in development.

 

[just_erika]

I don't wanna die legally being a man or looking like one.
got probably 3-4 years till I will be trough with GCS and FFS
also don't want do die without ever having had any skills or connections

I am also kinda hoping that doing both will give me a reason to live. though I kinda doubt it. but those keep me going right now. even though it is pretty hard at times

 

[LivingForTheMoment]

When I was younger I really liked waking up in the morning.

Now I like going to sleep.