WinterIsComing

WinterIsComing

Fragile...
May 27, 2019
256
Sadness with a mix of anxiety
 
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throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
A feeling of powerlessnes.
 
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GinaIsReady

GinaIsReady

Exit Strategist
Mar 29, 2019
995
Loved.
 
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Nutcase

Nutcase

Member
Feb 10, 2019
32
I'm feeling hopeful and anxious.
 
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transgenderfailure

Subhuman Creature
Apr 30, 2018
118
sorrow - for what my family will go through when i ctb, they have no idea what's coming and it's fucking with my mind so hard
 
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The.End

The.End

This too shall pass
May 18, 2019
80
Psychotic
 
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CareOfCell44

CareOfCell44

Member
Jul 26, 2019
38
Used.
 
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Throwawaysoul

Throwawaysoul

Wizard
May 14, 2018
606
Start getting out of the house more. And I don't mean work. Go to places like the library. Start studying a trade or learning an instrument. You will feel the pointlessness go away quickly. And it's a good way to meet people. Even more so if you take a class.

With all due respect. What about people with financial and mobility issues? How are they going to "take a class" or get to one?

The only way to make that sound more cliche is to include exercising.
 
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Wolfjob_dayjob

Wolfjob_dayjob

Student
Oct 19, 2018
190
Abandonment..no one even cares to check up on me after my surgery...
 
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Readytogo227

Readytogo227

I just want peace.
Jun 26, 2018
76
Worthless. I felt so unwanted. At work. at home. My coworker friends and my bosses....I just can't feel anything. Do they like me at all and I just can't feel it? or could they not give two shits? I don't know. I just know I wish I felt loved and not so alone.
 
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WinterIsComing

WinterIsComing

Fragile...
May 27, 2019
256
Stressed, my stomach hurts
 
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h0wd1rtygurlsST4Yc1n

h0wd1rtygurlsST4Yc1n

Member
Jul 26, 2019
54
lately im either nervous, or numb and disassociating. i know this isnt good but what ever......u guys rock tho. i donno why i came here but it helps a lot actually.
 
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Ruffian

Ruffian

Jumpin Jack Flash, it’s a gas gas gas
Jan 16, 2019
696
Heartbroken.. My girlfriend broke up with me.. She couldnt be with me anymore.. She missed the person I used to be and no longer am ever since I became suicidal..
I always fear my bf will leave me. I've always been depressed, anxious, and had suicidal attempts and ideation, but since January I've become so despondent and had 2 failed attempts to deal with. I don't know how he stays with me.
 
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bath salts

bath salts

| goodnight |
Jul 19, 2019
93
Disgust. I feel disgusted with myself. Everything in my life seems like it's my fault.
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
Probably death and how to accomplish it successfully. Had a near death experience thanks to a controlling ex and a retard dr so three hours of sleep a night for the last five years has left me clinging to death. Not sure of my method but will not settle for anything less than a successful ending.
Peace/hugs
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,446
Fear or anxiety, I'm not sure which.
It's been a week without seizures. It's like communism - sounds good only on paper. It's a weekend, and the most notable seizure I felt this week was of the smallest noticable caliber. Tomorrow is a work day. These seizures were building up for a whole week in my brain, kind of like air pressure in a balloon. If you keep blowing a balloon up, eventually it's going to explode. From the looks of it, my balloon explodes either tonight, or tomorrow morning. I've concluded that it'd be better if the latter occurs.
If the seizures start kicking at work, I'll get medics called on me. That's a month's salary for something I recovered from hundreds of times on my own. And the cherry on the top?
Management doesn't know I'm epileptic. If they did, I'd be without work years ago.
So yeah... And I've spilled my background story too. Haha
 
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Sailfisher

F’ing A
Apr 19, 2019
282
Regret
 
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TraumaBunny

TraumaBunny

Member
Aug 17, 2019
28
I'm sorry you're all hurting. I feel hopeless, defeated and heartbroken in ways I'm unable to describe. Lost in a sea of excruciating grief with an anchor around my ankle, dragging me under the violent waves above. Drowning.
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,919
Disappointment for sure, which really sucks when you make up your mind and then you don't have that opportunity anymore
 
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a_strange_day

Arcanist
Jul 16, 2019
461
exhausted as usual but I get super anxious at the slightest change in my daily routine
 
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Baskol1

Baskol1

No life, no problems
Aug 11, 2019
1,030
My strongest feeling today was anxiety.
 
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sadsadinfp

sadsadinfp

Member
Aug 18, 2019
54
Anxiety and total despair
 
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bath salts

bath salts

| goodnight |
Jul 19, 2019
93
Horrible awful awful awful. I want to take out my brain and smash it against the floor. I am a fucking loser and I hate feeling this way.
 
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Baskol1

Baskol1

No life, no problems
Aug 11, 2019
1,030
Still, horrible anxiety.
 
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