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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
Have a telephone interview, always afraid if I get the yes. Don't think I'm ready yet. Very nervous today about it.
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
848
Cravings & self hatred. I'm feeling so
Low it's mostly a numb feeling probably from being mentally/emotional exhausted & frustrated
 
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Mixo

Mixo

Blue
Aug 2, 2020
775
A mixture of anxiety and depression, tbh.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
Shame,shame for not tampering my opioids, same old struggle I refuse to go to rehab, been once, one of the worse experiences of my life, meds all day to a point I could talk. Food was horrible, so I ate bread with jelly for 3 weeks, never again.
 
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T

tinted

Member
Feb 24, 2022
5
Self-loathing,guilt,disappointed in myself
 
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Heartaches

Heartaches

Don't say a prayer for me now
May 6, 2021
268
Anxiety and anger. I just hate my current situation with passion, I'm not sure what the future has in store for me.​
 
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ncmxm

ncmxm

Experienced
Jun 9, 2021
232
Self hatred
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,559
sadness
 
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Squalo

Squalo

A Fatal Mistake
Jan 14, 2021
657
sadness and desire to cry, I hate this world.
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
848
sadness & sorrow
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
Upset, upset with my Mail services, might sound trivial, but I bought something and they have it at customs for nearly a month, I must have called around 40 times, by now I know the names of most of them. Thinking about giving up my purchase, cause it's just causing me unnecessary stress.
sadness and desire to cry, I hate this world.
This world sucks. That part we all agree on sweetie.
 
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J

Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
Extreme anxiety
 
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Squalo

Squalo

A Fatal Mistake
Jan 14, 2021
657
i had an orgasm while sleeping and woke up wet.
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
848
Disappointment in my self. Feeling very restless & uneasy.
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,559
sadness and regret
 
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Nolan96

Nolan96

Mage
Feb 12, 2022
506
Dreading tomorrow.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
Lazy, have things to do and places to go and just wish I would be left alone and stay in bed all day.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
Lazy, have things to do and places to go and just wish I would be left alone and stay in bed all day.
Glad I cancelled all the above!
 
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Kristicide

Kristicide

I am a prisoner locked up behind xanax bars
Dec 16, 2021
330
Exreme pain- mostly in neck but radiates to my face. Can't get in a comfortable position to lie down or sit up. Muscle relaxators only relax a little. But it comes back. Same with stretching. I used a massager machine. Didn't help. I switched between ice packs and heat
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
1,477
Grief. Went into a crying spiral for a bit thinking about my best friend.
 
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Squalo

Squalo

A Fatal Mistake
Jan 14, 2021
657
frustration, with video games I am no longer a champion ):
I'm playing Elden Ring, but I'm encountering too many tough enemies who beat me like a drum every time ):
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
848
Empty-frustrated feeling, from anhedonia.
 
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MrBlue

MrBlue

Arcanist
Jul 1, 2020
416
Drunk, and rejected,which I thought the drunk would the the edge off of. Made people react less subtly about it...
 
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Ashu

Ashu

novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
Nov 13, 2021
732
Pity and remorse.
 
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Mixo

Mixo

Blue
Aug 2, 2020
775
Disappointment.
 
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AntiCycleAN

AntiCycleAN

Member
Jan 15, 2021
66
Loneliness.
 
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T

Treeline589

Experienced
Dec 14, 2021
234
Shame
 
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