Venting what is the point of any of this

[Untimely]

i have no goals in life and everything i do doesn't make me happy anymore. i just work a stupid job and have panic attacks every day in the middle of it. i'm tired of every little thing bothering me to the point of insanity. i just want to shrivel up into a ball and cease to exist anymore. i used to be so passionate and motivated when i was younger but now nothing matters to me anymore

 

[noonipie]

i get what you mean. especially the part about panic attacks. but if you used to be like that, then it is more than likely still in you. your current situation is just hindering you from rediscovering it. i hope you can find peace in the end. either in this life or beyond. <3

 

[Untimely]

i get what you mean. especially the part about panic attacks. but if you used to be like that, then it is more than likely still in you. your current situation is just hindering you from rediscovering it. i hope you can find peace in the end. either in this life or beyond. <3

that really means a lot to me, thank you so much. you made me tear up a bit haha

 

[noonipie]

that really means a lot to me, thank you so much. you made me tear up a bit haha

any time try not to beat yourself up too much. if you ever wanna talk, im here! :3

 

[FuneralCry]

I could personally never see any point to the futile cycle of endless suffering that is existence, existing leads to nothing and nowhere other than us ceasing to exist anyway, I see existing as being something tiring, unnecessary and repulsive, it's very much understandable wishing to be free from it all. It's such a cruel burden having the ability to exist here and it's true that there is too much pain in existing, it sounds really awful what you have to endure but anyway I wish you the best.

 

[iloverachel]

I can totally relate. Panic attacks make life hell

I even get panic attacks walking to the grocery store. And also wish to cease to exist

I hope things get better for you soon

 

[Untimely]

I can totally relate. Panic attacks make life hell

I even get panic attacks walking to the grocery store. And also wish to cease to exist

I hope things get better for you soon

thanks :/ since last year, my panic attacks have thankfully gotten a lot better. But i'm not really sure why they went away, so sorry I can't offer much advice. It is just very frustrating to deal with so I understand

 

[TiredTurtle]

The panic attacks are the worst part, i know what its like to have so much motivation and it all turns into nothing