What is SN drink supposed to look like?

[MagicianKing]

I've already fasted all day taken 1000mg paracetamol, and 75mg of meclizine. I just prepared 2 cups of 25g SN/50ml water.

The water has a yellowish tint to it. Is this how it's supposed to look?

 

[Kikoo]

Yep.

 

[MagicianKing]

It has no odor. I'm about to stick my finger in it and taste it before I take the first glass.

If I experience anything unusual I will update this thread.

Edit: I tasted a small (tiny) bit of SN solution that was left on the spoon and it is indeed salty.
Wow, damn I feel tingling effects. That's powerful.
Guys, that's freaky. I only tasted a small portion and I feel tingling in my face.
Okay, I'm going to go ahead and take the first glass and lie on my right side. If I vomit I'm going to take the second and if I don't update for a few weeks assume that I'm gone.

Logging out of this site for now.
Guys. I just drank the first glass. Pray for my safe passage.
I'm laying on my side. Please guys support me because this is scary stuff for me. I want to have a comfortable trip to the afterlife. I will try to stay with you as long as I can.
Edit: I feel some nausea coming on. I'm uncomfortable…
Guys I definitely don't feel good.
I took second glass

 

[drearybreadd]

Hope it goes/went smoothly for you.

 

[day]

Safe trip friend. Best of luck on your journey. I hope you find peace.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Have a pleasant journey may you find peace! Farewell!

 

[krokilo]

RIP brotha

 

[HermitLonerGuy]

damn poor guy rip.
when he said he doesnt feel good and feels uncomfortable it proves SN isnt as peaceful as people think.
the moonicide death SN report also shows she said fuck fuck under her breath as she was in pain, SN not peaceful as the users think here.

 

[ChronoTimePulse]

Why 50 ml water i thought the guide said to be 500ml a glass? no?

 

[hunterfla]

I guess everything is open to interpretation, but I think the statement that SN is "more peaceful" is often misunderstood.

I believe it's meant that you're not gasping and flailing around like you might do with drowning. You're not plummeting to earth before splattering into a bag of bones like you might do with falling/jumping. You're not being severed into pieces like a train might do.

I never thought it meant you simply sip it as if it were a mimosa at Sunday brunch and lower your eyelids as visions of sugarplums dance in your head. But that's just my interpretation.

 

[jonward55]

damn poor guy rip.
when he said he doesnt feel good and feels uncomfortable it proves SN isnt as peaceful as people think.
the moonicide death SN report also shows she said fuck fuck under her breath as she was in pain, SN not peaceful as the users think here.

A bit less brutal than other methods when we are not given a peaceful option though.

 

[HermitLonerGuy]

A bit less brutal than other methods when we are not given a peaceful option though.

yeah true it is less brutal that many methods but not 100% peaceful like some others either.

 

[jonward55]

Why 50 ml water i thought the guide said to be 500ml a glass? no?

500ml sounds a lot! That's half a litre, I think the less water the better.

I guess everything is open to interpretation, but I think the statement that SN is "more peaceful" is often misunderstood.

I believe it's meant that you're not gasping and flailing around like you might do with drowning. You're not plummeting to earth before splattering into a bag of bones like you might do with falling/jumping. You're not being severed into pieces like a train might do.

I never thought it meant you simply sip it as if it were a mimosa at Sunday brunch and lower your eyelids as visions of sugarplums dance in your head. But that's just my interpretation.

Exactly, you are literally killing yourself with something that you are not supposed to drink. Unfortunately it's still my preferred method because hanging etc scares me, jumping takes to much determination, drinking something compared to others is worth that bit of pain.

yeah true it is less brutal that many methods but not 100% peaceful like some others either.

I don't think that killing yourself early will ever be peaceful now that N is out of reach.

 

[ChronoTimePulse]

500ml sounds a lot! That's half a litre, I think the less water the better.

Exactly, you are literally killing yourself with something that you are not supposed to drink. Unfortunately it's still my preferred method because hanging etc scares me, jumping takes to much determination, drinking something compared to others is worth that bit of pain.

I don't think that killing yourself early will ever be peaceful now that N is out of reach.

here its shown in the SN Bible Sodium Nitrite Method or its written wrongly?

Link: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-method-comprehensive-guide-sn-method.121672/

 

[jonward55]

here its shown in the SN Bible Sodium Nitrite Method or its written wrongly?

Link: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-method-comprehensive-guide-sn-method.121672/

That's for testing, not for drinking. You need to re-read it lol.

Recommended for drinking is " 25gm SN in 50 -100 ml of plain water is the ppeh standard upto 100kgs, 35grams SN for more than 100kgs"

 

[ChronoTimePulse]

That's for testing, not for drinking. You need to re-read it lol.

Recommended for drinking is " 25gm SN in 50 -100 ml of plain water is the ppeh standard upto 100kgs, 35grams SN for more than 100kgs"

can u show me where its written i cant seem to find it...Shit maybe thats explains why first attempt was a fail CTB

 

[ThisIsLife]

Visualizing what 25g of SN and 50ml looks like, posted in another thread on here

the color of the solution, 25 grams sodium nitrite in 50 ml water, can bee seen

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[jonward55]

can u show me where its written i cant seem to find it...Shit maybe thats explains why first attempt was a fail CTB

I literally pasted that from the link that you gave.

It is in the method, please read the whole thing

Yes 500ml would definitely be a fail

———————-
What's the method for SN poisoning?

Once you have got all the components together you can start to plan how to take it. There are two processes that have been used with equal success. I will identify them as the 48 hour Regimen and the Stat Dose. The amount of SN is outlined in the PPH and is tied to your weight. I have accessed that 100mg of SN per every kilo of your weight is a fatal dose. The PPH will recommend more than this, it is not a bad thing. It is obvious that the more SN you ingest, the more likely you will succeed. This needs to be balanced with regard to how easy the drink is to consume as you do not want a thick milkshake consistency in the glass that is undrinkable.

• Components needed for SN protocol

1. SN (Sodium Nitrite)
2. Metoclopramide (you can take any antiemetic recommended but meto is preferred)
3. Paracetamol (painkiller)
4. Diazepam (you can take any benzodiazepines recommended but Xanax or Valium is preferred)
5. Beta blocker (not recommended by ppeh but if you want to take use propranolol) (luxury, not recommended)
6. Digital weighing scales (for weighing out SN, please don't use rough calculations better buy a scale because it is your ctb)
7. 100ml plastic cups for the SN drink and measuring jug.
8. Spoon to mix the SN
9. Mortar and pestle for Diazepam (Needed to crush Benzos to add into water to drink recommended by PPEH book)

• Recommended doses of SN

25gm SN in 50 -100 ml of plain water is the ppeh standard upto 100kgs, 35grams SN for more than 100kgs

 

[thebookofdisquiet]

I don't think that killing yourself early will ever be peaceful now that N is out of reach.

I think that inert gas is the closest thing to peaceful, you just faint without gasping for air, no burning or desperation. But it's complicated, you need research, money, solitude and time.

 

[jonward55]

I literally pasted that from the link that you gave.

It is in the method, please read the whole thing

I think that inert gas is the closest thing to peaceful, you just faint without gasping for air, no burning or desperation. But it's complicated, you need research, money, solitude and time.

Yes, it's a lot of equipment to hide if you live with others.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

damn poor guy rip.
when he said he doesnt feel good and feels uncomfortable it proves SN isnt as peaceful as people think.
the moonicide death SN report also shows she said fuck fuck under her breath as she was in pain, SN not peaceful as the users think here.

We don't know why she said "fuck, fuck" under her breath and even this was discussed on that thread as well, it could've been anything. Besides, what method is going to be available without discomfort that the average individual will have access to these days.

It could've been down to anything else so why just jump to the conclusion that SN isn't as peaceful as suggested when there have been people who've failed the method and said they'd try again. I'm well aware the method itself isn't perfect but nothing is these days as the more suitably peaceful methods are practically difficult, if not, impossible to get for the majority of people who would choose otherwise.

We don't know what made that person uncomfortable either because what may be uncomfortable, may not be for others as well.

For as many ways one could die, SN definitely isn't that bad compared to others.

 

[ChronoTimePulse]

Can someone confirm is this whether a successful CTB?

 

[hunterfla]

yeah true it is less brutal that many methods but not 100% peaceful like some others either.

I haven't seen many "natural deaths" that are 100% peaceful either, for that matter. A lucky few go to sleep and just never wake up, but that's extraordinarily rare. We need to realize that death as a concept is not peaceful and painless, whether caused by nature or our own hands. We can suffer at the time of our choosing or live until our bodies give up and suffer then.