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Ms_Type

Ms_Type

The typo in reality
Aug 21, 2026
18
long story short. I had 2 bottles of about 25g each. I chugged both. Puked just a bit. Not a lot. Was a bit sleepy and woozy. But. It kinda went away.

Went home. And did about 25 more. Im. Dizzy. A bit sleepy. Been an hour since ive taken this. But. Doesnt feel like death. I feel like im mentally still here. Should i give up. Should I finally drink water. Im
Sooooo thirsty plz. Tummy really hurts.
Im. So restless. And it hurts. I might just chug water
 
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N@te

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Aug 6, 2026
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long story short. I had 2 bottles of about 25g each. I chugged both. Puked just a bit. Not a lot. Was a bit sleepy and woozy. But. It kinda went away.

Went home. And did about 25 more. Im. Dizzy. A bit sleepy. Been an hour since ive taken this. But. Doesnt feel like death. I feel like im mentally still here. Should i give up. Should I finally drink water. Im
Sooooo thirsty plz. Tummy really hurts.
Im. So restless. And it hurts. I might just chug water
did you throw up the last 25?
 
ThisPartySucks

ThisPartySucks

ive never been this tired in my life...
Aug 22, 2026
33
did you throw up the last 25?
This is important.
Should i give up. Should I finally drink water. Im
Sooooo thirsty plz. Tummy really hurts.
Im. So restless. And it hurts. I might just chug water
That's up to you :(

SN can cause stomach pain, but once it's passed into your intestine you should feel better.
 
Soumatou

Soumatou

Why Do Birds Fly?
Apr 28, 2026
55
is there blueish discoloration in your fingers or lips?
 
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chxse88

New Member
Aug 18, 2026
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long story short. I had 2 bottles of about 25g each. I chugged both. Puked just a bit. Not a lot. Was a bit sleepy and woozy. But. It kinda went away.

Went home. And did about 25 more. Im. Dizzy. A bit sleepy. Been an hour since ive taken this. But. Doesnt feel like death. I feel like im mentally still here. Should i give up. Should I finally drink water. Im
Sooooo thirsty plz. Tummy really hurts.
Im. So restless. And it hurts. I might just chug water
what purity was the sn and are you sure It was nitrite not nitrate?
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,333
long story short. I had 2 bottles of about 25g each. I chugged both. Puked just a bit. Not a lot. Was a bit sleepy and woozy. But. It kinda went away.

Went home. And did about 25 more. Im. Dizzy. A bit sleepy. Been an hour since ive taken this. But. Doesnt feel like death. I feel like im mentally still here. Should i give up. Should I finally drink water. Im
Sooooo thirsty plz. Tummy really hurts.
Im. So restless. And it hurts. I might just chug water
If you are still alive and able to type after ingesting so much SN, your SN is either compromised (kept poorly in a non sealed container) or you ingested sodium nitrAte. If you ingested pure SN you would have been dead after 1 hour.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Visionary
Nov 12, 2025
2,105
Are you still with us?
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,333
I forgot to say in my last comment. The user could have bought one of those curing salts that contain only 6% SN. These are useless for ctb and they will only give you a bellyache if you ingest them.
 
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glombpert

New Member
Jun 28, 2026
2
How are you doing now if you're still here?
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Visionary
Nov 12, 2025
2,105
I forgot to say in my last comment. The user could have bought one of those curing salts that contain only 6% SN. These are useless for ctb and they will only give you a bellyache if you ingest them.
Yeah, I'm thinking that without housing, they decided not to test what they bought.
 
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MrMegalomaniac

MrMegalomaniac

On year 8 of my unfortunate extended time
Jul 24, 2026
22
did you throw up the last 25?
Based on their other thread, it seems like they threw up both times, so their body didn't have time to truly absorb anything.
I don't know if they had an anti-emetic and benzos but if they didn't it would explain why this happened.
They also smoked something before SN, which can contribute to vomiting.

It seems like a bad situation :(
 
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fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
921
I'm so sorry you've had to endure so much suffering. If you aren't dead, and did injest SN nitrite, you could try to get to an ER and get methylene blue. But, given the elapsed time and amount you took, I'm guessing you're dead. I'm so sorry. ;-;
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,333
Based on their other thread, it seems like they threw up both times, so their body didn't have time to truly absorb anything.
I don't know if they had an anti-emetic and benzos but if they didn't it would explain why this happened.
They also smoked something before SN, which can contribute to vomiting.

It seems like a bad situation :(
If you ingest 25g of pure SN (purity above 95%) even if you puke many times you will still successfully ctb. I saw this happen on few videos in which the person ingested SN, puked many times and still died at the end.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Visionary
Nov 12, 2025
2,105
I'm so sorry you've had to endure so much suffering. If you aren't dead, and did injest SN nitrite, you could try to get to an ER and get methylene blue. But, given the elapsed time and amount you took, I'm guessing you're dead. I'm so sorry. ;-;
Why would someone trying to die from poison go to the ER for the antidote??? Why?
 
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ThisPartySucks

ThisPartySucks

ive never been this tired in my life...
Aug 22, 2026
33
Why would someone trying to die from poison go to the ER for the antidote??? Why?
Because if it doesn't do it's intended job, then they suffer needlessly.
 
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komakun

komakun

anime angel
Aug 15, 2026
38
Rest in peace if you aren't with us anymore. Sorry you had to endure even towards the end
 
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0dysseus

Student
Jun 11, 2026
187
Rest in peace if you aren't with us anymore. Sorry you had to endure even towards the end
I don't think he suffered so much to be honest.


Peace unto you, I'm joining soon.
 
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DarkShadows

A broken person.
Dec 21, 2023
160
SN probably degraded or it's not SN. SN has a fairly low LD50 when ingested. Even if it's degraded that's still well over the minimum lethal amount. It would have had to be quite impure if its genuine SN.
 
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ThisPartySucks

ThisPartySucks

ive never been this tired in my life...
Aug 22, 2026
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fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
921
long story short. I had 2 bottles of about 25g each. I chugged both. Puked just a bit. Not a lot. Was a bit sleepy and woozy. But. It kinda went away.

Went home. And did about 25 more. Im. Dizzy. A bit sleepy. Been an hour since ive taken this. But. Doesnt feel like death. I feel like im mentally still here. Should i give up. Should I finally drink water. Im
Sooooo thirsty plz. Tummy really hurts.
Im. So restless. And it hurts. I might just chug water
Pretty sure she's dead. ;-;
 
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Ms_Type

Ms_Type

The typo in reality
Aug 21, 2026
18
Pretty sure she's dead. ;-;
No. It was nitrate. Not nitrite. Im such a fucking retard. Its over for me. I have a huge bottle of argon sitting around. Attempting later tonight
 
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Dinistro

Member
Oct 21, 2020
17
No. It was nitrate. Not nitrite. Im such a fucking retard. Its over for me. I have a huge bottle of argon sitting around. Attempting later tonight
Omg you're here!
Seen your post last night and been thinking whole day about ya.
How are you doing rn?
 
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thelostautistic

Warlock
Jul 31, 2025
746
No. It was nitrate. Not nitrite. Im such a fucking retard. Its over for me. I have a huge bottle of argon sitting around. Attempting later tonight
I've been checking all day to see if you were still here🤍
 
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coralreefer

justacion
Nov 8, 2025
39
No. It was nitrate. Not nitrite. Im such a fucking retard. Its over for me. I have a huge bottle of argon sitting around. Attempting later tonight
Make sure you're using argon in the right (wrong?) environment. Minimal ventilation, small space yada yada. Hope ur future exit is less troubling.
 
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peacebenow

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Apr 26, 2026
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If you ingest 25g of pure SN (purity above 95%) even if you puke many times you will still successfully ctb. I saw this happen on few videos in which the person ingested SN, puked many times and still died at the end.
she survived. it was nitrAte.
 
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