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elenaboo25

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Oct 19, 2025
98
Ideally I am hoping to get approved for assisted dying/euthanasia.
Failing that, probably SN if I can get my hands on it.
Otherwise I might have to take the train.
 
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Morris1211

Student
Nov 29, 2025
121
Ideally I am hoping to get approved for assisted dying/euthanasia.
Failing that, probably SN if I can get my hands on it.
Otherwise I might have to take the train.
It would be nice if we could go peacefully and with dignity but most countries deny us that right for mental illness.

By taking the train do you mean getting hit by a train?
 
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elenaboo25

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Oct 19, 2025
98
It would be nice if we could go peacefully and with dignity but most countries deny us that right for mental illness.

By taking the train do you mean getting hit by a train?
Well, I have been informed today that the psychiatrist I had for the past two years, and actually did make a tiny amount of progress with, will stop working at the end of April. I will try to convince the next one that I am beyond helping and ought to be allowed to die.

Yes, by taking the train I do mean getting hit by it. But that is my last choice, as I know it would traumatise the train driver.
 
BillyBob

BillyBob

Student
Jun 14, 2018
168
Will be SN for this coming attempt.
If that fails then I will be doing a mixture of methods of Yew Tea and CO.
There is also the other option of H2S. (Worried about this one as it is so deadly to others getting close since hazmat needs to clean the mess up)
 
VampireDead

VampireDead

longing for that sweet embrace
Jan 6, 2026
3
I think I might hang myself if I do make the decision to ctb, I know it's not the most peaceful method but I live in the uk where there isn't any chance I'm getting my hands on a gun, and it seems they've cracked down on SN here, making it difficult to acquire. From what I've read on (full suspension) hanging so far it seems that it would take under 20 seconds to lose consciousness so while it would be agonising at least it wouldn't last very long, then maybe I could be at peace
 
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amor.dor

Losing my religion
Dec 24, 2025
221
  1. Hanging – It's not strangulation, but rather a drop from the correct height. If done right, it's instantly fatal.
  2. SN – The most likely one. Takes a few minutes, and I already have everything prepared.
  3. N – The method my partner used. One sip means death in 1 minute. But I'm still trying to get it.
 
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madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
453
Firearms. Because I can't use any other methods considering my health conditions. And firearms are the most reliable and convenient. You can't go back once you start. It's the fastest method. With the least agony according to lostallhope.com. Although I have some doubts about that lol
 
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Morris1211

Student
Nov 29, 2025
121
Firearms. Because I can't use any other methods considering my health conditions. And firearms are the most reliable and convenient. You can't go back once you start. It's the fastest method. With the least agony according to lostallhope.com. Although I have some doubts about that lol
I'd like firearms too since euthanasia isn't available for people like us unfortunately.
 
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omni

A single angel can make a world of demons bearable
Dec 13, 2025
16
What method would you choose to CTB and why?
My priority at the moment is partial hanging as I've found reasonable success with it. If that fails I'll probably go with hanging. My last last resort is reducing Sodium Nitrate (NaNO3) to Sodium Nitrite (NaNO2)
 
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Morris1211

Student
Nov 29, 2025
121
  1. Hanging – It's not strangulation, but rather a drop from the correct height. If done right, it's instantly fatal.
  2. SN – The most likely one. Takes a few minutes, and I already have everything prepared.
  3. N – The method my partner used. One sip means death in 1 minute. But I'm still trying to get it.
I wish I could get N
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,650
For me it'd be a death as painless and guaranteed as possible, I always suffer so unbearably from existing in this horrific, dreadful world where humans have made it illegal to die painlessly, all I want is a method like Nembutal, I just want to peacefully cease existing and never suffer in this torturous, painful and deeply undesirable existence ever again.

It's just such horrific extreme cruelty to me how humans impose this dreadful existence onto others that just causes all this pain and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured yet do all they can to make it so humans suffer for as much as long as possible, anti-suicide is so evil to me, it just causes so much more harm and suffering, the fact that I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently to escape from the suffering and torture of existing is such a terrible crime to me.
 
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SleeplessAndSad

SleeplessAndSad

Looking for a reason
Jan 1, 2026
42
Ideally I am hoping to get approved for assisted dying/euthanasia.
Failing that, probably SN if I can get my hands on it.
Otherwise I might have to take the train.
Assisted death would be my favorite too but it's extremely unlikely i would get that.

So jumping would be mine but from like really really high, just to make sure.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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I don't even know anymore. I have a fsh setup but never attempt. Not thrilled to get a gun but that's probably my fate.
 
hypoxiaated

hypoxiaated

lord of the flies
Dec 16, 2025
2
i planned to ctb before the new year's with sn but it was discovered by my family and i am kinda on a timer. so this is the best i could come up with.

basically, i am simultaneously ingesting:

3.5 mg xanax
4 mg lorazepam
80 mg meto
150 ml benadryl

i have seen the thread that says od's are not guaranteed in the best of times, so please do not just throw that at me. hope to gods above and below that it works
 
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Steph99

Member
Aug 29, 2025
69
Either partial or full hanging. I've practised enough so that I can eventually find the sweet spot and it's a non messy method.
 
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InevitableDeath

Member
Jan 4, 2026
39
One that's certain. Anyone who's failed attempts knows that horror and there is no fucking way am going through that again. This time I have backups and backups.
 
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Morris1211

Student
Nov 29, 2025
121
One that's certain. Anyone who's failed attempts knows that horror and there is no fucking way am going through that again. This time I have backups and backups.
What was your failed attempt?
Either partial or full hanging. I've practised enough so that I can eventually find the sweet spot and it's a non messy method.
Is it hard to find the sweet spot? Do you know where you'll do it for FSH? What knot are you using for the noose?
 
whocaresnobodycares

whocaresnobodycares

Member
Feb 27, 2025
24
Ideally, a high-caliber short revolver with a hollow-head/ dum dum bullet.
I don't have a gun, or much money.
People say it's risky... but I always think of that Vietcong guy (I mean, if he was indeed guilty, seeing as there wasn't much of a trial) in Hue who was shot dead in the street on camera. He's clearly dead before he hits the ground. Now, I'm not saying that was "humane," and like I said they didn't exactly give him due process, nor did I think the US should've been in the Nam War.... but forgetting the "who, what, where, when" and getting right to the nuts and bolts of "how" to have a quick, painless death, that was pretty freakin quick and easy.
 

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