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Morris1211
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- Nov 29, 2025
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It would be nice if we could go peacefully and with dignity but most countries deny us that right for mental illness.Ideally I am hoping to get approved for assisted dying/euthanasia.
Failing that, probably SN if I can get my hands on it.
Otherwise I might have to take the train.
Well, I have been informed today that the psychiatrist I had for the past two years, and actually did make a tiny amount of progress with, will stop working at the end of April. I will try to convince the next one that I am beyond helping and ought to be allowed to die.It would be nice if we could go peacefully and with dignity but most countries deny us that right for mental illness.
By taking the train do you mean getting hit by a train?
I'd like firearms too since euthanasia isn't available for people like us unfortunately.Firearms. Because I can't use any other methods considering my health conditions. And firearms are the most reliable and convenient. You can't go back once you start. It's the fastest method. With the least agony according to lostallhope.com. Although I have some doubts about that lol
My priority at the moment is partial hanging as I've found reasonable success with it. If that fails I'll probably go with hanging. My last last resort is reducing Sodium Nitrate (NaNO3) to Sodium Nitrite (NaNO2)What method would you choose to CTB and why?
I wish I could get N
- Hanging – It's not strangulation, but rather a drop from the correct height. If done right, it's instantly fatal.
- SN – The most likely one. Takes a few minutes, and I already have everything prepared.
- N – The method my partner used. One sip means death in 1 minute. But I'm still trying to get it.
Assisted death would be my favorite too but it's extremely unlikely i would get that.Ideally I am hoping to get approved for assisted dying/euthanasia.
Failing that, probably SN if I can get my hands on it.
Otherwise I might have to take the train.
What was your failed attempt?One that's certain. Anyone who's failed attempts knows that horror and there is no fucking way am going through that again. This time I have backups and backups.
Is it hard to find the sweet spot? Do you know where you'll do it for FSH? What knot are you using for the noose?Either partial or full hanging. I've practised enough so that I can eventually find the sweet spot and it's a non messy method.